January 2024 Reads

February 04, 2024 by Haley Burrill in Books

Hello. Hello. Is it too late to say Happy New Year?

How’s 2024 treatin’ ya?

It’s been a pretty decent year for me so far. Between football and books anyway.

Football: Michigan won the CFP National Championship and the Lions made it to the NFC championship game for the first time in 30 years… I’m still mourning the results of that game, so we don’t need to go into details on it.

Books: I was flying through books for a majority of the month (thank you, audiobooks). Like I think I cranked out 5-6 books within the first two weeks of January? However, as the days closed in on January 30th - a.k.a. House of Flame and Shadow release date - I started to slow down substantially. Mainly because I knew that I wouldn’t have the attention span to focus on any other book after I received my copy of the third Crescent City. Like good luck getting me to do anything social once that beauty hits my Kindle at midnight and my doorstep via Amazon later that day (because I obvi need it in both formats lol).

Just to stay consistent, I set my 2024 Goodreads Reading Challenge goal to 100 books again this year. I feel like it’s a big enough number to be challenging for me, but also attainable enough that I can always increase it if I achieve it earlier than expected. :)

On that note, let’s get into everything I read in January!

*All summaries are taken or paraphrased from Goodreads.

HOUSE OF SKY AND BREATH by Sarah J. Maas (Crescent City #2)

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: Bryce Quinlan and Hunt Athalar are trying to get back to normal―they may have saved Crescent City, but with so much upheaval in their lives lately, they mostly want a chance to relax. Slow down. Figure out what the future holds. The Asteri have kept their word so far, leaving Bryce and Hunt alone. But with the rebels chipping away at the Asteri’s power, the threat the rulers pose is growing. As Bryce, Hunt, and their friends get pulled into the rebels’ plans, the choice becomes clear: stay silent while others are oppressed, or fight for what’s right. And they’ve never been very good at staying silent.

My Thoughts: Y’ALL. Y’aaaaaallllll. I reread the first book of the Crescent City series right before the New Year and immediately jumped into this one because I hadn’t read it before. Also, by some miracle, I had avoided all spoilers about it up to this point. However, I knew something WILD happens at the end, so I was ITCHING to dive in. Let me just say, this book did not disappoint. SO MUCH HAPPENS, and I don’t even know where to begin. The mystery of what Danika was looking into from the first book catches a second breath as more information surfaces. This time though, it feels a lot more dangerous because all eyes are on Bryce and Hunt both from a public perspective and the Asteri leaders. Plus, they’re getting involved in an aspect of the human rebellion which is the LAST place you want to be if you’re trying to lie low. True to Bryce’s character though, she can’t turn a blind eye to an innocent being in danger. Cue the whirlwind that is this book. I freaking LOVED that we got the POVs from multiple characters including Bryce, Hunt, Ruhn (Prince of the Fae), Cormac (also a Prince of the Fae), Ithan (wolf), Tharion (merman), and more. I swear my blood pressure was abnormally high while I tore through this thicc fantasy. It was almost like watching a car crash or something else that’s stressful but for some reason you can’t look away? AND LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THAT ENDING OMG. PEOPLE DID NOT LIE. WHAT A MF pLoT tWiST. January 30th honestly cannot come quick enough. I am SOOOO excited to dive into House of Flame and Shadow.

**Also side note: I do not think you have to read Throne of Glass before reading the Crescent City series, but I highly recommend reading A Court of Thorns and Roses beforehand. Like the whole series. Not just the first book. The ending of this book won’t make you hyperventilate to the full extent of which you definitely should if you don’t read ACOTAR in its entirety.

IRON GOLD by Pierce Brown (Red Rising Saga #4)

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: They call him father, liberator, warlord, Reaper. But he feels a boy as he falls toward the pale blue planet, his armor red, his army vast, his heart heavy. It is the tenth year of war and the thirty-second of his life. A decade ago, Darrow was the hero of the revolution he believed would break the chains of the Society. But the Rising has shattered everything: Instead of peace and freedom, it has brought endless war. Now he must risk everything he has fought for on one last desperate mission. Darrow still believes he can save everyone, but can he save himself? And throughout the worlds, other destinies entwine with Darrow’s to change his fate forever: A young Red girl flees tragedy in her refugee camp and achieves for herself a new life she could never have imagined. An ex-soldier broken by grief is forced to steal the most valuable thing in the galaxy—or pay with his life. And Lysander au Lune, the heir in exile to the sovereign, wanders the stars with his mentor, Cassius, haunted by the loss of the world that Darrow transformed, and dreaming of what will rise from its ashes.

My Thoughts: Okay I took a one audiobook break between the third book in the Red Rising Saga and this one just so that I wouldn’t get burned out on the series, and I’m really glad I did. This book takes place ten years after Morning Star and Darrow and those who rebelled with him have established a new government called the Republic. There are representatives from all different colors in the Senate and Virginia (Darrow’s wife) is the overseeing Sovereign. Due to a recent war decision Darrow made against the Senate’s wishes, people are calling for his arrest. It’s a tricky situation, but Darrow decides this war that has been going on for the last decade can only be ended if he kills the Ash Lord. So instead of following their new justice system, he decides to resist arrest and heads to the Outer Rim. This book follows more than Darrow though. You also get chapters from the perspectives of three other people - Lysander (the last Sovereign’s grandkid), a Red named Lyria, and a Gray named Ephraim. It’s unclear, at first, how they’re all connected, but eventually you begin to connect the dots. I will say, this book was a slow burn to start. It took a minute to get my footing with whether I was invested in the new generation of this plot and storyline. However, as time went on, it was easy to get emotionally invested in what each of these characters are going through. I regularly listen to audiobooks in the morning while I’m getting ready for work and there were multiple moments throughout this book where I looked in the mirror only to see my eyes wide and my jaw dropped. In my opinion, I would say this book started as a 3-star, quickly shifted to a 3.5-star, and then slid home to being a 4-star read. If you’re debating picking up the last three books in the Red Rising saga, I’d recommend giving this book a go as a temperature check.

WHAT THE RIVER KNOWS by Isabel Ibañez

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: Bolivian-Argentinian Inez Olivera belongs to the glittering upper society of nineteenth century Buenos Aires, and like the rest of the world, the town is steeped in old world magic that’s been largely left behind or forgotten. Inez has everything a girl might want, except for the one thing she yearns the most: her globetrotting parents—who frequently leave her behind. When she receives word of their tragic deaths, Inez inherits their massive fortune and a mysterious guardian, an archeologist in partnership with his Egyptian brother-in-law. Yearning for answers, Inez sails to Cairo, bringing her sketch pads and an ancient golden ring her father sent to her for safekeeping before he died. But upon her arrival, the old world magic tethered to the ring pulls her down a path where she soon discovers there’s more to her parent’s disappearance than what her guardian led her to believe. With her guardian’s infuriatingly handsome assistant thwarting her at every turn, Inez must rely on ancient magic to uncover the truth about her parent’s disappearance—or risk becoming a pawn in a larger game that will kill her.

My Thoughts: Oh my gosh. I did not know what to expect with this audiobook, but I could not stop listening to it! This story had adventure, mystery, magic, a touch of romance, and was everything I could have asked for. The writing was stunning and the vivid setting descriptions of Egypt were absolutely transportive. Especially as their archeological group started sorting through various tombs and treasures, and Inez had to record their findings by painting each artifact in her sketchbook. I appreciated how real all of the characters felt, specifically Inez and Whit. They were unapologetically imperfect and each was dealing with traumas from their past, yet they remained resilient and strong in the face of adversity. Additionally, their banter was top notch. I loved the verbal jousting matches they constantly fell into as they fought the clear chemistry between them. The pacing of this book was a great mix of slow emotional, reflective moments and fast action-packed scenes. Although I felt some parts were mildly predictable, the plot was definitely twisty and kept me guessing. THE ENDING HOWEVER?? I never saw it coming and cannot believe the author has the AUDACITY to leave me on such a cliffhanger. Needless to say, I cannot wait to see where book two takes us when it comes out in November and I highly recommend you add this to your “Need to Read” list for 2024.

BRIGHT YOUNG WOMEN by Jessica Knoll

Rating: 4.5/5 stars

Summary: January 1978. A serial killer has terrorized women across the Pacific Northwest, but his existence couldn’t be further from the minds of the vibrant young women at the top sorority on Florida State University’s campus in Tallahassee. Tonight is a night of promise, excitement, and desire, but Pamela Schumacher, president of the sorority, makes the unpopular decision to stay home—a decision that unwittingly saves her life. Startled awake at 3 a.m. by a strange sound, she makes the fateful decision to investigate. What she finds behind the door is a scene of implausible violence—two of her sisters dead; two others, maimed. Over the next few days, Pamela is thrust into a terrifying mystery inspired by the crime that’s captivated public interest for more than four decades. On the other side of the country, Tina Cannon has found peace in Seattle after years of hardship. A chance encounter brings twenty-five-year-old Ruth Wachowsky into her life, a young woman with painful secrets of her own, and the two form an instant connection. When Ruth goes missing from Lake Sammamish State Park in broad daylight, surrounded by thousands of beachgoers on a beautiful summer day, Tina devotes herself to finding out what happened to her. When she hears about the tragedy in Tallahassee, she knows it’s the man the papers refer to as the All-American Sex Killer. Determined to make him answer for what he did to Ruth, she travels to Florida on a collision course with Pamela—and one last impending tragedy.

My Thoughts: This book is unlike any other I’ve ever read. It’s almost a retelling of sorts from the POVs of women who were friends with the victims of Ted Bundy back in the 70s. It does an amazing job of peeling back the curtain on famous serial killers to show that they are not brilliant, charismatic, good-looking men, and instead exposes them as insecure, unstable losers who got away with things due to their favorable image and incompetence within the courts. The writing is stunning and so raw and vulnerable. It took me a minute to get through just because I felt the characters’ distress so thoroughly throughout every chapter. The format bounces between two different characters as well as timelines. First it follows Pamela, who is the president at the FSU sorority house that was traumatized by Ted Bundy’s attack. She was the only eye-witness to see him as he was leaving through the front door. Her best friend Denise was one of the victims who didn’t survive that night. We get to see her perspective in the 70’s as a college student navigating the impossible situation of picking up the pieces after the brutal attack, and her perspective in the present as a lawyer who is still dealing with fallout from the case. The other perspective we follow is Ruth who disappeared in 1979 and her partner, Tina, has been fighting ever since to prove she was also a victim of this disgusting serial killer. Although I’m a big wuss and was worried this was going to be scary, it was totally palatable and hard to put down once I got into it. I highly recommend it and suggest Googling Kathy Kleiner whose personal story is what this book is based on before jumping in.

THE BODYGUARD by Katherine Center

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: She's got his back. He's got her heart. They've got a secret. What could possibly go wrong? Hannah Brooks looks more like a kindergarten teacher than somebody who could kill you with her bare hands. But the truth is, she's an elite bodyguard and she's just been hired to protect a superstar actor from his stalker. Jack Stapleton's a Hollywood heartthrob - captured by paparazzi on beaches the world over, rising out of the waves in clingy board shorts and glistening like a Roman deity. When Jack's mom gets sick, he comes home to the family's Texas ranch to help out. Only one catch: He doesn't want his family to know about his stalker. Or the bodyguard thing. And so Hannah - against her will and her better judgment - finds herself pretending to be Jack's girlfriend as a cover. Protecting Jack should be easy. But protecting her own heart? That's the hardest thing she's ever done...

My Thoughts: This book was so cute! Hannah is a huge workaholic and a 5’5” bodyguard. She lives to work and uses it as an escape from her personal life which is currently less than ideal. Her mother just died, her boyfriend just dumped her, and she’s ready to get TF out of Texas. Cue Hollywood heartthrob Jack Stapleton. He’s returning home to Texas to help out with his sick mom and Hannah has been assigned to be his primary bodyguard. This was such a fun rom-com. Hannah’s character is the epitome of quirky and imperfect, and I absolutely loved her. She breaks all of her own rules as a professional with Jack starting from the moment he challenges her by questioning whether or not she could actually take a guy his size down if they’re being attacked. She quite literally lays his ass out in the backyard to win his approval. Jack is also such a sweetheart and I loved how quickly his walls fell around Hannah even though he’s been keeping to himself over the last few years since his younger brother died. The chemistry between these two was undeniable and the friendship they developed first was so freaking enjoyable. Also, THE BANTER? You know I love some quality banter and this storyline had some 4K-high quality banter. The epilogue is everything I could’ve hoped for, and although this is definitely more of a PG-rated romance, there was still unavoidable sexual tension throughout. I definitely recommend giving this book a try if you’ve had it on your radar!

ALL MY RAGE by Sabaa Tahir

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: Lahore, Pakistan. Then. Misbah is a dreamer and storyteller, newly married to Toufiq in an arranged match. After their young life is shaken by tragedy, they come to the United States and open the Cloud’s Rest Inn Motel, hoping for a new start. Juniper, California. Now. Salahudin and Noor are more than best friends; they are family. Growing up as outcasts in the small desert town of Juniper, California, they understand each other the way no one else does. Until The Fight, which destroys their bond with the swift fury of a star exploding. Now, Sal scrambles to run the family motel as his mother Misbah’s health fails and his grieving father loses himself to alcoholism. Noor, meanwhile, walks a harrowing tightrope: working at her wrathful uncle’s liquor store while hiding the fact that she’s applying to college so she can escape him—and Juniper—forever. When Sal’s attempts to save the motel spiral out of control, he and Noor must ask themselves what friendship is worth—and what it takes to defeat the monsters in their pasts and the ones in their midst.

My Thoughts: OOoo wee. Sabaa Tahir has a gift for writing and that could not be any clearer after reading this book. The emotions I felt while listening to the audiobook were absolutely visceral. It was gut-wrenching to see these characters go through some of the hardest moments of their lives while feeling like nobody truly sees them. Sal just lost his mom to a kidney disease and is trying to keep the family business afloat while his dad drinks his grief away to the point of being absent. To cover the growing expenses and overdue bills, he turns to a side hustle he knows his mother wouldn’t be proud of but has to to keep her dream alive. Noor lives with her uncle who quit college over a decade ago in order to raise her after her family was tragically killed in an earthquake back in Pakistan. She’s at the top of her class and yet is struggling hard when it comes to college admissions. Her hope to escape the podunk, racist town of Juniper, California dims a little more with every rejection letter she receives. The friendship between Sal and Noor had ruptured a few months back, but as they struggle through their current situations, it was impossible not to root for their undeniable connection. I was so wholeheartedly invested in these characters that the plot definitely took me by surprise towards the end. I did not see any of it coming, but it was wrapped up so well. If you haven’t picked this one up yet, I highly recommend giving it a read.

AND THEN THERE WERE NONE by Agatha Christie

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: First, there were ten—a curious assortment of strangers summoned as weekend guests to a little private island off the coast of Devon. Their host, an eccentric millionaire unknown to all of them, is nowhere to be found. All that the guests have in common is a wicked past they're unwilling to reveal—and a secret that will seal their fate. For each has been marked for murder. A famous nursery rhyme is framed and hung in every room of the mansion: "Ten little boys went out to dine; One choked his little self and then there were nine. Nine little boys sat up very late; One overslept himself and then there were eight. Eight little boys traveling in Devon; One said he'd stay there then there were seven. Seven little boys chopping up sticks; One chopped himself in half and then there were six. Six little boys playing with a hive; A bumblebee stung one and then there were five. Five little boys going in for law; One got in Chancery and then there were four. Four little boys going out to sea; A red herring swallowed one and then there were three. Three little boys walking in the zoo; A big bear hugged one and then there were two. Two little boys sitting in the sun; One got frizzled up and then there was one. One little boy left all alone; He went out and hanged himself and then there were none." When they realize that murders are occurring as described in the rhyme, terror mounts. One by one they fall prey. Before the weekend is out, there will be none. Who has choreographed this dastardly scheme? And who will be left to tell the tale? Only the dead are above suspicion.

My Thoughts: Okay so I started this audiobook on a drive home one morning. A drive that usually takes me 55 minutes, but thanks to unexpected snow the night before, it ended up pushing my ETA back to 2.5 hours. Needless to say, I binge listened to this mystery and thoroughly enjoyed it. This is only my second Agatha Christie novel, but her writing style was easy to jump into. I loved all of the quirky characters that were rounded up on Soldier Island and hearing their internal dialogue about the current drama was incredibly entertaining. I don’t know if I’m just really bad at guessing the outcomes of mysteries like this one, but I had no idea who the killer was until it was explained at the end lol. I understand why this book is considered a classic and although I probably won’t ever read it again, I’m glad I finally did.

THE GRAHAM EFFECT by Elle Kennedy

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: Gigi Graham has exactly three goals: qualify for the women’s national hockey team, win Olympic gold, and step out of her famous father’s shadow. So far, so good, except for two little things. Fine–a little thing and a big, grumpy thing. She needs to improve her game behind the net, and she needs help from Luke Ryder. Ryder is six-foot five, built, opinionated, rude…and sexy as hell. But he’s still the enemy. | Briar’s new hockey co-captain has his reasons, though. The men’s team just merged with a rival program, leaving Ryder with an angry roster where everyone hates one another’s guts. To make matters worse, the summer coaching spot he’s angling for with the legendary Garrett Graham is out of reach after he makes the worst possible first impression on his hero. So, really, this compromise with Gigi is win-win. He helps her make the national team, she puts in a good word with her dad. The only potential snag? This bone-deep, body-numbing, mind-spinning chemistry they’re trying to ignore. It’s a dangerous game they’re playing, but the risks just might be worth it.

My Thoughts: Okay, so y’all know I am an absolute SIMP for a hockey romance, and I was obsessed with Elle Kennedy’s OG Off-Campus series back in 2022. Well, The Graham Effect follows the kids of the characters in the Off-Campus series. I won’t lie, I was kind of hesitant going into this one. Mainly because I’ve found that the next generation of a series can be either a hit or miss, and I didn’t want to taint my experience with those characters if this absolutely bombed. However, I am THRILLED to announce that it did not disappoint. I was an ooey gooey swoony mess over this next-gen romance. Gigi is one of the best rom-com main characters I’ve come across in a while. She felt so down to earth and really relatable in the sense that she wasn’t over the top, was quirky yet endearing, had a sweet personality, and overall was just someone I’d want to be friends with. Ryder was my favorite type of main character love interest. He was broody, self aware, patient, and had the perfect amount of flaws to make him even more attractive. Their story was absolutely addicting and I couldn’t get enough of their enemies-to-lovers story arc. There are some really deep topics woven into this story that made their relationship feel so much more real. Also, true to Elle Kennedy’s writing style, the salacious scenes were everything I could’ve wanted lol. Needless to say, I cannot wait for the next book in this series!

HELL BENT by Leigh Bardugo (Alex Stern #2)

Rating: 3.5/5 stars

Summary: Find a gateway to the underworld. Steal a soul out of hell. A simple plan, except people who make this particular journey rarely come back. But Galaxy “Alex” Stern is determined to break Darlington out of purgatory―even if it costs her a future at Lethe and at Yale. Forbidden from attempting a rescue, Alex and Dawes can’t call on the Ninth House for help, so they assemble a team of dubious allies to save the gentleman of Lethe. Together, they will have to navigate a maze of arcane texts and bizarre artifacts to uncover the societies’ most closely guarded secrets, and break every rule doing it. But when faculty members begin to die off, Alex knows these aren’t just accidents. Something deadly is at work in New Haven, and if she is going to survive, she’ll have to reckon with the monsters of her past and a darkness built into the university’s very walls.

My Thoughts: UGH. I REALLY wanted to rate this book higher because I truly did enjoy it, but it just fell short for me in some places. I am still obsessed with the dark academia meets urban fantasy aesthetics of this series. Alex and Dawes are still looking for a way to save Darlington from purgatory while remaining inconspicuous from the board of Lethe. For a good chunk of this book, I kept hoping the plot wasn’t going to be “more of the same.” The cadence of the story and the mischief Alex gets herself into felt like mild whiplash from Ninth House. However, as time went on, things started taking various turns and I could confidently let out a sigh of relief that this book has its own independent legs to stand on. Alex and Dawes uncover some shocking discoveries about Yale’s past and realize they’re up against something much worse than they initially anticipated. Between appeasing new leadership so that they wouldn’t look into what these two girls were planning (aka opening the gates of hell) and dealing with some demons from the past, it constantly felt like they were in over their heads. I never knew what was going to happen next or what hurdle they’d need to jump. What was done absolutely perfectly in this story was the character development. Specifically, Dawes. She goes from being the timid bookkeeper to a confident badass who never questions fighting alongside Alex. Although I didn’t love this book as much as the first one, I will definitely continue the series once the third installment comes out. If you haven’t read this yet, I highly recommend the audiobook!

THE FAKE OUT by Stephanie Archer

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: The best way to get back at my horrible ex? Fake date Rory Miller--my ex's rival, the top scorer in pro hockey, and the arrogant, flirtatious hockey player I tutored in high school. Faking it is fun and addictive, though, and beneath the bad boy swagger, Rory’s sweet, funny, and protective. He teaches me to skate and spends way too much money on me. He sleeps in my bed and convinces me to break my just-one-time hookup rule. He kisses me like it’s real. And now I wonder if Rory was ever faking it to begin with.

My Thoughts: Because I was in a hockey romance mood, I decided to continue down that Kindle Unlimited path and landed on this gem. I actually read the first book in the Vancouver Storm series last September and remembered enjoying it. So I figured I’d give the sequel a try. Listen, Rory is described as a golden retriever type of guy by other characters, but I honestly disagree. He is literally the sweetest guy ever with quick quips and unrelenting flirting, and I couldn’t get enough of him. Hazel was his perfect counterpart. She was self reliant, also quick witted, intelligent, and so incredibly patient. Although their relationship started as a fake-dating agreement to get back at her ex, the line between real and fake got blurry V quickly. I absolutely loved how much fun these two had together. The foundation of their romantic relationship was so clearly balanced on a solid friendship, and that only made me buy into them as a couple even more. I must note, this book is SPICY lol. It starts off with just a dash of heat and ends with a rating of at least 4 chili peppers. I also felt like it was just a TOUCH longer than it needed to be, but loved it all the same. Definitely give it a shot if you’re in your hockey romance era too lol.

INSTRUCTIONS FOR DANCING by Nicola Yoon

Rating: 3.8/5 stars

Summary: Evie Thomas doesn't believe in love anymore. Especially after the strangest thing occurs one otherwise ordinary afternoon: She witnesses a couple kiss and is overcome with a vision of how their romance began . . . and how it will end. After all, even the greatest love stories end with a broken heart, eventually. As Evie tries to understand why this is happening, she finds herself at La Brea Dance Studio, learning to waltz, fox-trot, and tango with a boy named X. X is everything that Evie is not: adventurous, passionate, daring. His philosophy is to say yes to everything--including entering a ballroom dance competition with a girl he's only just met. Falling for X is definitely not what Evie had in mind. If her visions of heartbreak have taught her anything, it's that no one escapes love unscathed. But as she and X dance around and toward each other, Evie is forced to question all she thought she knew about life and love. In the end, is love worth the risk?

My Thoughts: Don’t let this bright, colorful, upbeat cover fool you into thinking this is a sweet, innocent YA rom-com! This book is thought provoking, heart wrenching, magical, and more. Evie is doubting the concept of true, happy love after her parents’ divorce. She caught her father cheating on her mother and has had a cynical outlook on the core emotion ever since. While unloading her collection of romance novels into a Little Free Library, the woman who owns the LFL tells her she can’t just leave a book. She has to take one too. The only other book available is “Instructions for Dancing” which gives her the power to see the demise of any kissing couple’s relationship. There’s a return address on the book to a local dance studio and when she goes to drop it off to its rightful owner, she enters the world of ballroom dancing and meets a dapper young guy, X. I loved that this book didn’t just hone in on romantic relationships. It touched on how friendships can shift and change, familial relations can ebb and flow, and how grief can affect people’s belief in the concept of love. It also reflected on the fact that no love is perfect, but that doesn’t mean it isn’t worth it. Evie was a very likable main character and her character arc is really beautiful. I can’t say this book blew me away, but I thoroughly enjoyed it and definitely think it’s worth the read if it’s been on your radar.

THE SPACE BETWEEN WORLDS by Micaiah Johnson

Rating: 3/5 stars

Summary: Multiverse travel is finally possible, but there’s just one catch: No one can visit a world where their counterpart is still alive. Enter Cara, whose parallel selves happen to be exceptionally good at dying—from disease, turf wars, or vendettas they couldn’t outrun. Cara’s life has been cut short on 372 worlds in total. On this Earth, however, Cara has survived. Identified as an outlier and therefore a perfect candidate for multiverse travel, Cara is plucked from the dirt of the wastelands. Now she has a nice apartment on the lower levels of the wealthy and walled-off Wiley City. She works—and shamelessly flirts—with her enticing yet aloof handler, Dell, as the two women collect off-world data for the Eldridge Institute. She even occasionally leaves the city to visit her family in the wastes, though she struggles to feel at home in either place. So long as she can keep her head down and avoid trouble, Cara is on a sure path to citizenship and security. But trouble finds Cara when one of her eight remaining doppelgängers dies under mysterious circumstances, plunging her into a new world with an old secret. What she discovers will connect her past and her future in ways she could have never imagined—and reveal her own role in a plot that endangers not just her world, but the entire multiverse.

My Thoughts: Ugh okay. This is an OBJECTIVELY good book. It’s written really well, I liked the premise a lot, and it touched on some impactful topics that were depicted in a meaningful way, including privilege between races, classism, etc. That said, I just never fully connected to the story. I mainly listened to it on audiobook and although it was easy enough to follow along, there was never a burning need to get back into it. It was more like “oh yeah, that’s the audiobook I’m listening to right now” any time I grabbed my AirPods. Cara is a kick ass main character and I truly admired how resilient she remained whilst facing multiple adversities across multiple worlds. For whatever reason though, I never felt fully emotionally invested in her. This sci-fi also serves up the science part very mildly. Although there is some parallel world traveling, most of the content was related to politics amongst leaders and philosophical debates related to the ethics of traversing other worlds. I liked this book overall and think it’s worth the read if you’ve had it on your radar. I just don’t think I’ll continue on to the sequel (which comes out in March) nor will I ever really think about this book again. :/

All righty folks!

That’s it for January!

I hope you found at least one book to add to your TBR list for this year.

As I mentioned in my review, but just to reemphasize: for anyone interested in reading the Crescent City series, I highly recommend reading the A Court of Thorns and Roses (ACOTAR) series first and foremost. THEN you can dive into Crescent City. Just trust me on this. You won’t regret it.

2024 Book Count: 12

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December 2023 Reads

January 01, 2024 by Haley Burrill in Books

Writing the intro for December’s reading wrap-up is such a tricky task every year.

What do I highlight that will really round out 2023?

This year flew by and in the best way possible. Between a couple of really great trips, getting a new car, deleting Hinge because I found a nice lad, and spending a copious amount of time making memories with my family and friends, I really cannot complain.

On the reading front, I managed to exceed my Goodreads reading goal of 100 books again this year. Although I did not double my goal like last year (I honestly do not know how I managed 206 books in 2022 lol), I was able to surpass it by 14 books. So we’re finishing out 2023 with 114 under my belt.

And, oh the adventures those books took me on. *Dreamy sigh*

Audiobooks were my saving grace this year when it came to reading, so if you haven’t had luck sitting down with a physical book, I highly recommend giving the audio avenue a try. That’s in addition to making reading an intentional priority if you’re trying to read more in 2024.

Okay I think that’s it for my December intro this year.

Let’s get into everything I read this month.

**All summaries are taken or paraphrased from Goodreads.

GOLDEN SON by Pierce Brown (RED RISING SAGA #2)

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: As a Red, Darrow grew up working the mines deep beneath the surface of Mars, enduring backbreaking labor while dreaming of the better future he was building for his descendants. But the Society he faithfully served was built on lies. Darrow’s kind have been betrayed and denied by their elitist masters, the Golds—and their only path to liberation is revolution. And so Darrow sacrifices himself in the name of the greater good for which Eo, his true love and inspiration, laid down her own life. He becomes a Gold, infiltrating their privileged realm so that he can destroy it from within. A lamb among wolves in a cruel world, Darrow finds friendship, respect, and even love—but also the wrath of powerful rivals. To wage and win the war that will change humankind’s destiny, Darrow must confront the treachery arrayed against him, overcome his all-too-human desire for retribution—and strive not for violent revolt but a hopeful rebirth. Though the road ahead is fraught with danger and deceit, Darrow must choose to follow Eo’s principles of love and justice to free his people.

My Thoughts: OH MY LORT. Okay so much happens and I don’t even know where to begin. This book starts 3-4 years after Darrow graduated from the institute. He has been serving the ArchGovernor in House Augustus in an attempt to work his way up the ranks of the Golds. The Bellona are still after Darrow to avenge their brother that he was forced to kill at the institute in order to survive. Although the Sons of Ares tell him to bomb a large gathering of Golds that includes the Sovereign, Darrow decides to stir the pot instead and start a civil war between the leading Houses on Mars. This book was non-stop action and had me on the edge of my seat the entire time. You never know who Darrow can trust, especially since few still know that he was born a Red. So he’s in this constant apprehensive state of letting people in, not only because he doesn’t know if they’ll turn on him, but also because if he opens up to them then he’s convinced he’ll only end up disappointing them. We lost a few baddies throughout this new journey which was incredibly upsetting, but I was definitely NOT READY to be absolutely wrecked during the last 10 pages. So much happened so quickly that I didn't see coming and then the book just ended. Talk about emotional damage. As a fool-proof recovery method, I decided to immediately start the audiobook for its predecessor, Morning Star. If you haven’t started this series yet, you’re missing out. I highly recommend the audiobooks simply for the Scottish accents alone lol.

SNOWED IN by Catherine Walsh

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: Megan is dreading going home for the holidays. She’s the village pariah, the she-devil who left local golden boy Isaac at the altar four years ago and ran away to the big city. She could really do without the drama. Particularly as he’s engaged again, and she’s just been dumped for the fourth time this year. Christian’s fed up with being on his own every Christmas. He doesn’t mind being alone , but he hates his family’s sad eyes and soft tones as they sit around coupled up. Because he’s actually, totally, fine. So when Megan literally bumps into Christian in a Dublin pub, they come up with a pact to see them through the holiday season. They’re going to be the very best fake dates for each other, ever. Rules are drawn up, a contract is signed on a wine-stained napkin. They will sit through each other’s family gatherings and be outrageously in love until freed from their annual obligations. After all, it’s only for a few weeks. But with everyone home for the holidays, two big families to deal with alongside old friends, old flames and old feelings, things are bound to get messy. And when a snowed-in cabin and a little Christmas magic are added to the mix, anything could happen…

My Thoughts: Y’ALL. This was everything I could’ve asked for in a holiday rom-com. Megan has become the mythical pariah of her hometown ever since she left the local golden boy at the alter five years ago. This is the first time she will be home for Christmas since she left and she is absolutely dreading the drama that’s bound to cast a shadow over her. Christian is tired of his family feeling sorry for his singledom - even if he doesn’t mind it. So when Christian and Megan bump into each other at a pub, they make a deal to help get each other through the holidays. Cue some of my favorite tropes: fake dating, forced proximity, and small town holiday romance. Don’t even get me started on how TOP NOTCH the banter in this story is. Like 15/10 quality banter that had me cackling like an idiot throughout multiple scenes. I absolutely loved the ease at which Christian and Megan fell into a friendship that quickly turned into something more. Not to mention there wasn’t a third act breakup!!! It was clear communication between these two characters which is honestly a Christmas miracle for a holiday rom-com, and I couldn’t be happier. This is also a great book for those of you who don’t really like smut all that much, but don’t mind a couple of intimate scenes. I wouldn’t say they fade to black necessarily, but they’re also not incredibly salacious either. If you haven’t found a holiday romance to sate your literary heart, definitely give this one a try!

THE ASSASSIN’S BLADE by Sarah J Maas (REREAD)

Rating: 3.5/5 stars

Summary: Celaena Sardothien is Adarlan's most feared assassin. As part of the Assassin's Guild, her allegiance is to her master, Arobynn Hamel, yet Celaena listens to no one and trusts only her fellow killer-for-hire, Sam. In these action-packed novellas - together in one edition for the first time - Celaena embarks on five daring missions. They take her from remote islands to hostile deserts, where she fights to liberate slaves and seeks to avenge the tyrannous. But she is acting against Arobynn's orders and could suffer an unimaginable punishment for such treachery. Will Celaena ever be truly free? Explore the dark underworld of this kick-ass heroine to find out.

My Thoughts: I originally read this prequel to the Throne of Glass series back in January of 2021 and gave it four stars. At that time, I had just finished reading ToG for the very first time and I felt like this was the perfect way to pacify my book hangover because it was still within that world, but wasn’t going to lead me down another road in the series. There is a debate on Bookstagram that you should read this prequel between Heir of Fire and Queen of Shadows (books 3 and 4 in the series). So I decided to give that order of operations a try this time around instead of reading it after the final book… Y’all. I still thoroughly love this series and appreciate what this book gave me the first time around. However, I was not as invested my second time through. I literally started this book over Thanksgiving break, read maybe 30% of it, and then did not have the motivation to pick it up again until Christmas break. I just kept it on my nightstand for a month with every intention to finish it, but never really grabbed it. I think that if this was my first time reading through Throne of Glass that this would be a really great book to read between Heir of Fire and Queen of Shadows because it gives some background into characters mentioned later in the series. However, since I already knew what was going to happen, I wasn’t itching to pick it up. That being said, I’m also a mood reader. So take this review with a grain of salt. I don’t think I had my blog yet at the time that I first read through it, so I don’t have a previous review to refer you back to. Overall though, I do think this book is necessary to the Throne of Glass experience. So if you’re reading through the series for the first time, reading The Assassin’s Blade between Heir of Fire and Queen of Shadows is the move. Otherwise, if I ever reread the series again, I don’t think I’m going to incorporate the prequel.

MORNING STAR by Pierce Brown (RED RISING SAGA #3)

Rating: 4.5/5 stars

Summary: Darrow would have lived in peace, but his enemies brought him war. The Gold overlords demanded his obedience, hanged his wife, and enslaved his people. But Darrow is determined to fight back. Risking everything to transform himself and breach Gold society, Darrow has battled to survive the cutthroat rivalries that breed Society’s mightiest warriors, climbed the ranks, and waited patiently to unleash the revolution that will tear the hierarchy apart from within. Finally, the time has come. But devotion to honor and hunger for vengeance run deep on both sides. Darrow and his comrades-in-arms face powerful enemies without scruple or mercy. Among them are some Darrow once considered friends. To win, Darrow will need to inspire those shackled in darkness to break their chains, unmake the world their cruel masters have built, and claim a destiny too long denied—and too glorious to surrender.

My Thoughts: This book is a seamless transition from where we ended with Golden Son and starts almost a year later with Darrow being held prisoner by the Jackal. Honestly, I wasn’t sure how this book was going to go because it felt like all odds were against Darrow and the uprising. However, what I should know by now is that I can never predict what’s going to happen in this series. Basically, all odds are against Darrow at this point since some key people who were helping him lead this rebellion are no longer around. After information is released that Darrow was born a Red and transformed into a Gold, more uprisings from the lower-ranked colors start occurring around Mars and on other planets. With so much riding on Darrow, he has to find some unexpected allies in dangerous places and blindly hope for the best. I was basically on the edge of my seat this entire audiobook and had to pause it multiple times because I was dreading what was about to happen lol. ESPECIALLY BECAUSE PIERCE BROWN LOVES TO KILL OFF MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS DAMMIT. The last portion of this book was more than I could handle emotionally and definitely not what I was predicting. If you cannot tell, I am loving this series so far. Apparently the next book takes place 10 years after this book though, and since the series was originally going to be a trilogy, I’m interested to see where the last three in the saga takes us.

HOLIDAY ROMANCE by Catherine Walsh

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: Molly and Andrew are just trying to get home to Ireland for the holidays, when a freak snowstorm grounds their flight. Nothing romantic has ever happened between them: they’re friends and that’s all. But once a year, for the last ten years, Molly has spent seven hours and fifteen minutes sitting next to Andrew on the last flight before Christmas from Chicago to Dublin, drinking terrible airplane wine and catching up on each other’s lives. In spite of all the ways the two friends are different, it’s the holiday tradition neither of them has ever wanted to give up. Molly isn’t that bothered by Christmas, but—in yet another way they’re total opposites—Andrew is a full-on fanatic for the festive season and she knows how much getting back to Ireland means to him. So, instead of doing the sane thing and just celebrating the holidays together in America, she does the stupid thing. The irrational thing. She vows to get him home. And in time for his mam’s famous Christmas dinner. The clock is ticking. But Molly always has a plan. And—as long as the highly-specific combination of taxis, planes, boats, and trains all run on time—it can’t possibly go wrong. What she doesn’t know is that, as the snow falls over the city and over the heads of two friends who are sure they’re not meant to be together, the universe might just have a plan of its own…

My Thoughts: So this is the first book in the series that Snowed In takes place. Although this wasn’t dual POV, I still thoroughly enjoyed myself through the eyes of Molly. The storyline bounces between the present where Molly and Andrew are planning convoluted ways to get around a storm so that they can get back to Ireland, and the last ten years of this exact flight home for Christmas. It was so much fun watching the dynamics between Molly and Andrew shift throughout the years and how those past experiences bled into the now. Plus, this year’s trip home is an absolute DOOZY as they travel from Chicago to Ireland with Murphy’s Law painting every turn. (Anything that can go wrong will go wrong.) The banter was spot on and I loved seeing how each of these characters slowly realized how they felt about the other after a decade of friendship. This really was the perfect cozy holiday rom-com and although I didn’t love it as much as Snowed In, I do think it’s worth the read!

WEYWARD by Emilia Hart

Rating: 4.5/5 stars

Summary: I am a Weyward, and wild inside. 2019: Under cover of darkness, Kate flees London for ramshackle Weyward Cottage, inherited from a great aunt she barely remembers. With its tumbling ivy and overgrown garden, the cottage is worlds away from the abusive partner who tormented Kate. But she begins to suspect that her great aunt had a secret. One that lurks in the bones of the cottage, hidden ever since the witch-hunts of the 17th century. 1619: Altha is awaiting trial for the murder of a local farmer who was stampeded to death by his herd. As a girl, Altha’s mother taught her their magic, a kind not rooted in spell casting but in a deep knowledge of the natural world. But unusual women have always been deemed dangerous, and as the evidence for witchcraft is set out against Altha, she knows it will take all of her powers to maintain her freedom. 1942: As World War II rages, Violet is trapped in her family's grand, crumbling estate. Straitjacketed by societal convention, she longs for the robust education her brother receives––and for her mother, long deceased, who was rumored to have gone mad before her death. The only traces Violet has of her are a locket bearing the initial W and the word weyward scratched into the baseboard of her bedroom.

My Thoughts: Wowowow. I did not know what to expect with this book, but after I saw it win the fiction category for this year’s Goodreads Choice Awards, I knew I had to dive in. The story follows three different women (Kate, Violet, and Altha) over three different generations. Each one is facing their own form of adversity, but the common thread is abusive men. The format of this book flips between the POVs of each woman and their current predicament. As you learn more about the individual character, it starts becoming easier to piece together where their story is headed. The writing is beautiful, the character development was everything I could’ve hoped for, and the main message about female resilience in a world built for men was effortlessly depicted. There is a magical layer to the plot that’s related to how these women interact with various elements of nature, but it’s very easy to understand and adds a touch of whimsy to this already entrancing story. I loved my entire experience with this book and highly recommend giving it a read.

THE GREAT ALONE by Kristin Hannah

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: Alaska, 1974. Unpredictable. Unforgiving. Untamed. For a family in crisis, the ultimate test of survival. Ernt Allbright, a former POW, comes home from the Vietnam war a changed and volatile man. When he loses yet another job, he makes an impulsive decision: he will move his family north, to Alaska, where they will live off the grid in America’s last true frontier. Thirteen-year-old Leni, a girl coming of age in a tumultuous time, caught in the riptide of her parents’ passionate, stormy relationship, dares to hope that a new land will lead to a better future for her family. She is desperate for a place to belong. Her mother, Cora, will do anything and go anywhere for the man she loves, even if it means following him into the unknown. At first, Alaska seems to be the answer to their prayers. In a wild, remote corner of the state, they find a fiercely independent community of strong men and even stronger women. The long, sunlit days and the generosity of the locals make up for the Allbrights’ lack of preparation and dwindling resources. But as winter approaches and darkness descends on Alaska, Ernt’s fragile mental state deteriorates and the family begins to fracture. Soon the perils outside pale in comparison to threats from within. In their small cabin, covered in snow, blanketed in eighteen hours of night, Leni and her mother learn the terrible truth: they are on their own. In the wild, there is no one to save them but themselves.

My Thoughts: Wow okay. So I read The Four Winds by Kristin Hannah last summer and fell in love with her writing. She has such a gift for historical fiction and I’ve only heard good things about her other books including The Great Alone. Although I have this book on Kindle, I mainly listened to the audiobook, and with Julia Whelan as the narrator, I was instantly invested. Leni’s parents have an absolutely tumultuous relationship as they move from place to place anytime her father gets restless in their current situation. Her mother, hopelessly in love, blindly follows him every time. Their latest move is to a cabin in rural Alaska where they quickly realize how under prepared they are for living off the grid. I loved watching Leni go from an awkward 13-year-old who is unsure of herself to a young, independent woman who is confident in her skills to survive. This book was so heartbreaking and yet so fulfilling all at the same time. It constantly felt like Leni couldn’t catch a break and for every sliver of hope or happiness she found, there was a storm of sorrow to follow. The writing is stunning and teleported me so effortlessly to the point where I felt like I was knee-deep in snow next to Leni as she navigated Alaska. I’m so glad I finally read this book and would definitely recommend it if you haven’t given it a try yet. However, please check trigger/content warnings first as there is a lot of domestic violence involved.

HOUSE OF EARTH AND BLOOD by Sarah J. Maas (CRESCENT CITY #1) (REREAD)

Rating: 4.5 out of 5 stars

Summary: Bryce Quinlan had the perfect life-working hard all day and partying all night-until a demon murdered her closest friends, leaving her bereft, wounded, and alone. When the accused is behind bars but the crimes start up again, Bryce finds herself at the heart of the investigation. She'll do whatever it takes to avenge their deaths. Hunt Athalar is a notorious Fallen angel, now enslaved to the Archangels he once attempted to overthrow. His brutal skills and incredible strength have been set to one purpose-to assassinate his boss's enemies, no questions asked. But with a demon wreaking havoc in the city, he's offered an irresistible deal: help Bryce find the murderer, and his freedom will be within reach. As Bryce and Hunt dig deep into Crescent City's underbelly, they discover a dark power that threatens everything and everyone they hold dear, and they find, in each other, a blazing passion-one that could set them both free, if they'd only let it.

My Thoughts: The third book of the Crescent City series comes out later in January, so although I read this book last May (you can read that review here), I didn’t remember much and wanted to give it another go before diving into the second book. My sentiments are essentially the same as my original review. This is a thicc fantasy which requires a lot of world building, plot planning, character introductions, societal structure explaining, etc. However, weaved into all of that information are a fair share of heart-racing scenes, action-packed moments, and more. A large part of this story follows Bryce (who is half human and fae) and Hunt (who is Malakh which is essentially an angel) as they work to solve who has been summoning the demons that are responsible for recent attacks and murders in Crescent City. There are so many twists and turns that they encounter as they get closer to figuring out who’s guilty. Outside of the complicated societal structures, I literally do not have anything bad to say about this book and I’m so freaking excited to finally start the second one. Don’t sleep on Crescent City if you’ve read ACOTAR or Throne of Glass!

Well that’s a wrap on 2023!

Thank you for following along with my book reviews each month. I hope some of my recommendations have led you to find some sort of enjoyable literary journey lol. 🙂

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July 2023 Reads

August 02, 2023 by Haley Burrill in Books

July was a SOLID month of reading for me. I haven’t binge read like this in a while and it was a welcomed return to my old reading habits.

I spent the first two weeks of this month taking some time off of work to relax, go camping, and take a trip out to Cape Cod for a few days. The extra down time was well needed and if you haven’t taken a vacation from work in a while, this is your sign to do so!

Somehow, I developed a mystery/thriller kick this month with some romance and sci-fi dystopian books mixed in. I can’t say everything I read was a banger, but most didn’t let me down.

So, without further delay, let’s get into everything I read in July!

*All summaries are taken or paraphrased from Goodreads.

RAZORBLADE TEARS by S.A. Crosby

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: Ike Randolph has been out of jail for fifteen years, with not so much as a speeding ticket in all that time. But a Black man with cops at the door knows to be afraid. The last thing he expects to hear is that his son, Isaiah, has been murdered, along with Isaiah’s white husband, Derek. Ike had never fully accepted his son but is devastated by his loss. Derek’s father, Buddy Lee, was almost as ashamed of Derek for being gay as Derek was ashamed of his father’s criminal record. Buddy Lee still has contacts in the underworld, though, and he wants to know who killed his boy. Ike and Buddy Lee, two ex-cons with little in common other than a criminal past and a love for their dead sons, band together in their desperate desire for revenge. In their quest to do better for their sons in death than they did in life, these hardened men will confront their own prejudices about their sons and each other as they rain down vengeance upon those who hurt their boys.

My Thoughts: Wow this book was so freaking good! Between the amazing revenge plot, phenomenal character arcs, and LGBTQIA+ reps, I was absolutely hooked! Although the main storyline focuses on Buddy Lee and Ike getting revenge on the people who killed their sons in cold blood, it was beautiful how they were forced to confront their own bigotry in the process. As two ex-cons, they approach this deadly mission in the most low key criminal way which provided a handful of violent scenes that made me want to cover my eyes. There is the perfect amount of comedic relief (via mostly Buddly Lee) sprinkled in to counterbalance the darker scenes though. This book is such a page turner and I cannot recommend it enough!

PAPER PRINCESS by Erin Watt

Rating: 2/5 stars

Summary: These Royals will ruin you… Ella Harper is a survivor - a pragmatic optimist. She’s spent her whole life moving from town to town with her flighty mother, struggling to make ends meet and believing that someday she’ll climb out of the gutter. After her mother’s death, Ella is truly alone. Until Callum Royal appears, plucking Ella out of poverty and tossing her into his posh mansion among his five sons who all hate her. Each Royal boy is more magnetic than the last, but none as captivating as Reed Royal, the boy who is determined to send her back to the slums she came from. Reed doesn’t want her. He says she doesn’t belong with the Royals. He might be right. Wealth. Excess. Deception. It’s like nothing Ella has ever experienced and if she’s going to survive her time in the Royal palace, she’ll need to learn to issue her own Royal decrees.

My Thoughts: Y’all. I don’t even know what to say lol. I feel like I was trying to decide how I felt about this book the entire time I read it. It was almost like a hate-read but I can’t say I hated it? This book has been on my radar for a few years now. I first heard about it from the Bad On Paper podcast during which they prefaced that it is absolute TRASH. So, it’s not like I didn’t know that going into it, but by golly lol. This shit was TRASHY. It was objectively good writing. Nothing was poor about the writing at its core. However, this book is so outrageous and trying so hard to be sexy that it’s almost distracting? There is just zero class to it lmao. Like Ella is kind of an annoying main character, but she’s the best main character for this storyline. So I can’t even say she was a shit character because she makes complete sense in this context. The plot and pace is a little all over the place, but also felt appropriate for what we’re experiencing. The ending is sooooooo fuckin random though. lololol. I honestly can’t recommend this book, but I do know people who love it. This is also coming from me, who couldn’t put down Ice Planet Barbarians, so take that as you will lmao. I guess when it comes to trashy romances, this one was just a little too try-hard and trashy for me.

EVERY SUMMER AFTER by Carley Fortune

Rating: 4.5/5 stars

Summary: They say you can never go home again, and for Persephone Fraser, ever since she made the biggest mistake of her life a decade ago, that has felt too true. Instead of glittering summers on the lakeshore of her childhood, she spends them in a stylish apartment in the city, going out with friends, and keeping everyone a safe distance from her heart. Until she receives the call that sends her racing back to Barry’s Bay and into the orbit of Sam Florek - the man she never thought she’d have to live without. For six summers, through hazy afternoons on the water and warm summer nights working in his family’s restaurant and curling up together with books - medical textbooks for him and work-in-progress horror short stories for her - Percy and Sam had been inseparable. Eventually that friendship turned into something breathtakingly more, before it fell spectacularly apart. When Percy returns to the lake for Sam’s mother’s funeral, their connection is as undeniable as it had always been. But until Percy can confront the decisions she made and the years she’s spent punishing herself for them, they’ll never know whether their love might be bigger than the biggest mistakes of their past. Told over the course of six years and one weekend, Every Summer After is a big, sweeping nostalgic look at love and the people and choices that mark us forever. Six summers to fall in love. One moment to fall apart. A weekend to get it right.

My Thoughts: Talk about an absolutely PERFECT summer read. I brought this gem with me on a trip to the Cape Cod area and it definitely fit the beachy vacation vibes. I loved the dual timelines as we learn how Percy and Sam’s friendship developed 16 years ago and where their relationship stands currently after Percy returns to the summer town for Sam’s mom’s funeral. The writing of this story was absolutely beautiful and made that cottage-on-the-lake atmosphere come to life. Percy’s character was perfectly imperfect both as a teenager and adult, but through all of her flaws and the mistakes she made, she was still so incredibly likable. Sam was the sweetest guy you could’ve asked for in this romance. He’s not the typical male protagonist and I found that incredibly endearing. I wish we would’ve had his POV in this book too though because I just loved his character so much. The storyline was a little predictable as we got closer to the big reveal of what the blow-up was between Percy and Sam, but I still really loved their story all the same. Honestly, this was just an insanely enjoyable beach read and I highly recommend it if you’re looking for something easy to fly through!

A REAPER AT THE GATES by Sabaa Tahir (REREAD)

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: Beyond the Martial Empire and within it, the threat of war looms ever larger. Helene Aquilla, the Blood Shrike, is desperate to protect her sister’s life and the lives of everyone in the Empire. Yet danger lurks on all sides. Emperor Marcus, haunted by his past, grows increasingly unstable and violent, while Keris Veturia, the ruthless Commandant, capitalizes on the Emperor’s volatility to grow her own power - regardless of the carnage she leaves in her path. Far to the east, Laia of Serra knows that the fate of the world lies not in the machinations of the Martial court, but in stopping the Nightbringer. During the hunt to bring him down, Laia faces unexpected threats from those she hoped would help her, and is drawn into a battle she never thought she’d have to fight. And in the land between the living and the dead, Elias Veturius has given up his freedom to serve as Soul Catcher. However, in doing so, he has vowed himself to an ancient power that demands his complete surrender - even if that means abandoning the woman he loves.

My Thoughts: Continuing on with my reread of An Ember in the Ashes series via audiobook! I gotta admit, I didn’t remember much about what happened in this third book before starting it and by the end I knew why: SO MUCH HAPPENS. Similar to what I said in my original review after I read it the first time, this book starts with a quick pace and rarely slows down until the end. Every character is going through their own shit, and although it all ties together, there are still so many missing pieces that we need to see the bigger picture. I will say, this time around I viscerally felt the defeat plaguing Helene after experiencing multiple failures. It’s almost like everything is falling into place against her and the girl really cannot catch a break. Elias’s character arc is thrown into a tailspin as he starts to fulfill his duty as the new Soul Catcher. In order to do so though, he has to give up everything that makes him human (aka emotions). So, as the most empathetic character in this series, you can imagine the internal struggle he has while trying to do that. Laia’s journey isn’t as memorable for me as the other two characters, but I will say she receives some closure that I felt more emotionally this time around. It was definitely shocking the first time I read it, but the second time hit me more in the feels because I wasn’t surprised by it. Everything is kind of falling to pieces in all of their worlds as an inevitable war between the mortal and immortal worlds starts to take form, but by golly there was a lot of information to absorb in this book lol. Obviously I recommend reading it and I’ll definitely be finishing out this reread experience with the fourth and final book!

CARAVAL by Stephanie Garber

Rating: 3.5/5 stars

Summary: A legendary competition. A mesmerizing romance. An unbreakable bond between two sisters. Scarlett Dragna has never left the tiny island where she and her sister, Tella, live with their powerful and cruel father. Now Scarlett’s father has arranged a marriage for her, and Scarlett thinks her dreams of seeing Caraval - the faraway, once-a-year performance where the audience participates in the show - are over. But this year, Scarlett’s long-dreamt-of invitation finally arrives. With the help of a mysterious sailor, Tella whisks Scarlett away to the show. Only, as soon as they arrive, Tella is kidnapped by Caraval’s mastermind organizer, Legend. It turns out that this season’s Caraval revolves around Tella, and whoever finds her first is the winner. Scarlett has been told that everything that happens during Caraval is only an elaborate performance. Nevertheless she becomes enmeshed in a game of love, heartbreak, and magic. And whether Caraval is real or not, Scarlett must find Tella before the five nights of the game are over or a dangerous domino effect of consequences will be set off, and her beloved sister will disappear forever. Welcome, welcome to Caraval… beware of getting swept too far away.

My Thoughts: I was super hoping to love this book because I’ve only heard great things. Although I did really enjoy my experience with it, a few things just fell flat for me. The premise is really cool - every year exclusive invites are sent out to select people to participate in the magical Caraval - an event that only lasts one week once a year and never happens in the same place twice. Scarlett basically gets kidnapped by her younger sister Tella after they received an invite to this year’s Caraval, even though Scarlett vehemently does not want to go at the risk of pissing off their abusive father. Scarlett wakes up in a dingy boat a few days later with a pirate named Julian who ends up being an unexpected companion in this year’s game of Caraval. I loved the mystery of Scarlett solving the game’s riddles in an effort to find her sister who ends up going missing. There is also a subplot of some shady things happening during Caraval that start to unravel the closer Scarlett gets to finding Tella. My main complaints: the magic system isn’t really written out at all. It’s basically just described as “that’s just how the magic works” with no other explanation. Scarlett’s character is a little annoying for the first half of the book because she’s just playing it too safe and I wanted her to get over her own narrative so badly. The ending wraps up super quickly and is just kind of like “and that’s how that happened!” Which felt super abrupt to me. Will I continue onto the second book? Most likely, yes, but probably not right away.

THE SELECTION by Kiera Cass

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: For thirty-five girls, the Selection is the chance of a lifetime. The opportunity to escape the life laid out for them since birth. To be swept up in a world of glittering gowns and priceless jewels. To live in a palace and compete for the heart of a gorgeous Prince Maxon. But for America Singer, being Selected is a nightmare. It means turning her back on her secret love with Aspen, who is a caste below her. Leaving her home to enter a fierce competition for a crown she doesn’t want. Living in a palace that is constantly threatened by violent rebel attacks. Then America meets Prince Maxon. Gradually, she starts to question all the plans she’s made for herself - and realizes that the life she’s always dreamed of may not compare to a future she never imagined.

My Thoughts: This book is basically Hunger Games meets The Bachelor. Although it’s not a life-or-death situation, the structure of society in this dystopian America is divided into eight different castes. People considered to be ones are the elite of society. Twos and threes are just a step below with pretty decent wealth. Fours are fiscally comfortable. Fives or lower are basically poverty or worse. It’s almost impossible to change caste rank unless you marry up or enter the draft. Basically, the royal family’s son (aka Prince Maxon) is at the age and point in life where he needs to find a wife. Women from any caste can enter the lottery to be chosen as their province’s winner for The Selection. America (the main character, not the country lol) doesn’t really want to do it, but because the boy she loves back home breaks up with her, she enters it out of spite. To her surprise, she’s actually chosen and heads off to the royal family’s palace. I loved that her relationship with Prince Maxon is built on a friendship first. She’s upfront and honest with him that she’s nursing a broken heart and has no interest in the crown, but offers to be his eyes and ears within the candidates for his future wife. As their friendship progresses, she becomes more confused because they start to develop some actual feelings for each other. To throw a wrench in that, her ex-love from back home ends up becoming a guard at the palace and confuses her feelings even more. I’d honestly like to learn a little bit more about the politics and nuances of this new United States in terms of its relationship with other governments, but overall, I really enjoyed this premise of The Bachelor in a dystopian world and am excited to see where it all goes!

THE CARTOGRAPHERS by Peng Shepherd

Rating: 3/5 stars

Summary: What is the purpose of a map? Nell Young’s whole life and greatest passion is cartography. Her father, Dr. Daniel Young, is a legend in the field and Nell’s personal hero. But she hasn’t seen or spoken to him ever since he cruelly fired her and destroyed her reputation after an argument over an old, cheap gas station highway map. But when Dr. Young is found dead in his office at the New York Public Library, with the very same seemingly worthless map hidden in his desk, Nell can’t resist investigating. To her surprise, she soon discovers that the map is incredibly valuable and exceedingly rare. In fact, she may now have the only copy left in existence… because a mysterious collector has been hunting down and destroying every last one - along with anyone who gets in the way. But why? To answer that question, Nell embarks on a dangerous journey to reveal a dark family secret and discovers the true power that lies in maps…

My Thoughts: I was reeeeally hoping that this book was going to take me on a more exciting journey through this dynamic world of cartography. However, this was a bit too much of a slow burn for me. Mind you, I opted for the audiobook route over reading the physical book, but I still think that it would’ve been too slow of a burn for me either way. The various perspectives and dual timelines were a good way to mask the underwhelming pace and I liked Nell’s character enough to buy into her mission of figuring out the significance of the gas station map. The small touches of magical realism were subtle enough to enhance the story without causing a complete disconnect, but I wouldn’t consider this to be a fantasy by any means. It was interesting to learn how the dynamics of her parents’ friend group developed and fell apart and how they played into Nell’s life as an adult. By about halfway through though, it was kind of easy to figure out who the antagonist was even if I didn’t see a couple of plot twists coming towards the end. All in all, I plainly liked this book. I didn’t love it, but I think it has legs. If you’re looking for something with a little mystery, a niche focus (like cartography), and just a touch of magic, then this book could be for you.

THE ELITE by Kiera Cass (The Selection #2)

Rating: 3.5/5 stars

Summary: The Selection began with thirty-five girls. Now with the group narrowed down to the six Elite, the competition to win Prince Maxon’s heart is fiercer than ever - and America is struggling to decide where her heart truly lies. Is it with Maxon, who could make her life a fairy tale? Or with her first love, Aspen? America is desperate for more time. But the rest of the Elite know exactly what they want - and America’s chance to choose is about to slip away.

My Thoughts: Ugh. Okay, so I got what I wanted in terms of learning more about the politics of this new dystopian world. However, America (the main character, not the country lol) was very frustrating throughout this entire book. She was just sooo indecisive. I know part of it is that she’s young and she’s still getting used to being in the spotlight, so her self confidence isn’t quite there yet. The love triangle she’s put herself in with Maxon - who has repeatedly told her she’s his number one choice - and Aspen - who has told her she wouldn’t make a good princess - is a bit repetitive and tiring though. I understand that Aspen is the steady choice because he has no other prospects, whereas Maxon is still dating five other girls. So putting her full heart in his hands requires a LOT of trust in him that she’s just not ready to give. Then something happens in this book involving Marlee - another Selection candidate and America’s best friend - that truly makes her question Maxon’s character and basically wrecks everything they built. However, I feel like her quick assumptions are what truly wrecked the foundation they built when she doesn’t give him a chance to explain anything. I’m hoping the decision she makes at the end of this book is what she FINALLY sticks to in the next one. Outside of The Bachelor drama, there is something SHADY going on with the King and the government. Rebels keep attacking the palace, but one of the main things they’re taking is books… So clearly, the lack of access to history and knowledge is driving some rebellion, but I NEED to know why the King is lying about it and what else he’s been covering up. Needless to say, I plan to read the next book in this series lol.

RED RISING by Pierce Brown

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: Darrow is a Red, a member of the lowest caste in the color-coded society of the future. Like his fellow Reds, he works all day, believing that he and his people are making the surface of Mars livable for future generations. Yet he spends his life willingly, knowing that his blood and sweat will one day result in a better world for his children. But Darrow and his kind have been betrayed. Soon he discovers that humanity already reached the surface generations ago. Vast cities and sprawling parks spread across the planet. Darrow - and Reds like him - are nothing more than slaves to a decadent ruling class. Inspired by a longing for justice, and driven by the memory of lost love, Darrow sacrifices everything to infiltrate the legendary Institute, a proving ground for the dominant Gold caste, where the next generation of humanity’s overlords struggle for power. He will be forced to compete for his life and the very future of civilization against the best and most brutal of Society’s ruling class. There, he will stop at nothing to bring down his enemies… even if it means he has to become one of them to do so.

My Thoughts: Y’ALL. Okay, okay so I own the physical copy of this book, but I went the audiobook route and by golly do I HIGHLY recommend it. Not only does the narrator do a phenomenal job with all of the character voices, but he does most of them with a Scottish accent! It was SO enjoyable! Darrow is hands down one of my all time favorite literary characters. I loved that he’s scrappy, clever, cunning, and provides the greatest comedic relief you could ask for. Basically, there’s a hierarchy on Mars and Darrow is born as a Red, but he’s going undercover as a Gold to infiltrate their ranks and take them down from the inside. Part of this process is not only being transformed into a Gold physically, but he also has to take an intelligence test to get into what they call the Institute. The Institute is where teenage Golds go to earn their place amongst their own, however, it’s got kind of like a Hunger Games vibe to it because they’re placed in different houses and let loose in this manufactured arena. The task is to be the last house standing and the leader of that house becomes the Primus - who also ends up getting the best internships afterwards. This book is bloody, violent and brutal, but it’s such a wild ride that I could not stop listening to it. The plot is beautifully crafted and I am obsessed with all of the side characters including Mustang, Sevro, and this big guy named Pax. Honestly, if you’re looking for a new series to get sucked into, I highly recommend this one because this first book had me HOOKED and I cannot wait to get into the next one!

THE NIGHT SWIM by Megan Goldin

Rating: 4.5/5 stars

Summary: Ever since her true crime podcast became an overnight sensation and set an innocent man free, Rachel Krall has become a household name - and the last hope for people seeking justice. But she’s used to being recognized for her voice, not her face. Which makes it all the more unsettling when she finds a note on her car windshield, addressed to her, begging for help. The new season of Rachel’s podcast has brought her to a small town being torn apart by a devastating rape trial. A local golden boy, a swimmer destined for Olympic greatness, has been accused of raping the beloved granddaughter of the police chief. Under pressure to make Season 3 a success, Rachel throws herself into her investigation - but the mysterious letters keep coming. Someone is following her, and she won’t stop until Rachel finds out what happened to her sister twenty-five years ago. Officially, Jenny Stills tragically drowned, but the letters insist she was murdered - and when Rachel starts asking questions, nobody in town wants to answer. The past and present start to collide as Rachel uncovers startling connections between the two cases - and a revelation that will change the course of the trial and the lives of everyone involved.

My Thoughts: Wow okay so I’ve seen this book all over the place for at least the last year or so, and my most recent Book of the Month buy is the sequel to this book. So I figured I’d finally tackle this mystery thriller and I am so glad I did! Let me start by saying, this book is dark. It centers around two different rape cases with one suspected murder. Therefore, I highly recommend checking trigger/content warnings before diving in (no pun intended) because some of the things that happen in this story are pretty heavy. As for the actual story, I loved that there was a dual mystery element to Rachel Krall’s investigation. Although she’s initially in Neopolis to cover a rape trial, the sister of a girl who was killed 25 years prior in the same town starts leaving her letters asking for help. Rachel is resistant at first, but curiosity gets the best of her as she starts digging into what happened to Jenny Stills all those years ago. The format is really great because it’s a mix of podcast episodes, Rachel’s interviews, Hannah’s letters, etc. So you’re not only trying to piece together what happened to Jenny and if there’s enough evidence to convict the local golden boy in the current rape trial, but you’re also trying to figure out how these two cases are connected. Rachel is the perfect main character for this book and it was impossible not to have full faith in her. The only reason I docked this book .5 stars is because I felt like we didn’t get enough clues throughout the book to figure out whodunnit in the Jenny Stills case. Like it makes sense after it’s revealed, but I was like how else would I have known that given the facts that were provided? Anyhoo. I super enjoyed this mystery thriller and highly recommend if you haven’t given it a try yet!

THE ONE by Kiera Cass (The Selection #3)

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: The time has come for one winner to be crowned. When she was chosen to compete in the Selection, America never dreamed she would find herself anywhere close to the crown - or to Prince Maxon’s heart. But as the end of the competition approaches, and the threats outside the palace walls grow more vicious, America realizes just how much she stands to lose - and how hard she’ll have to fight for the future she wants.

My Thoughts: Okay well thank god America finally makes a decision about what she wants. There are a lot of things that happen in this book and although it’s pretty predictable who Maxon will choose, the journey getting there was kind of unexpected. Per usual, America has been pissing off the King with her antics. In my opinion, she does something extremely clever though and not actually out of line with what they were encouraging her to do, but this starts another uproar about whether she’s fit to be in this competition. The southern rebels who were targeting the families of girls who are still in The Selection start to attack people by caste - starting with the highly-ranked and going down from there. So there is unrest in the country, but thanks to a passionate speech by America, people have hope that they can defend themselves. Overall, I really liked how this book ended. That said, I docked it a star for a couple of reasons. One, something happens to her dad and they say it’s because he’s sick, but I do not remember that being a thing up to this point at all. Like I was trying to wrack my brain for any mention of him being ill, but couldn’t come up with anything. The last 10% of the book happens QUICKLY and everything that goes down is very convenient for wrapping up this story in a perfect little bow. So although I don’t hate that everything was tied up nicely, I felt like the lead up to it was a little disjointed. Anyhoo, if you’ve started this series, I’d say it’s worth reading through the third book for sure.

ATOMIC HABITS by James Clear

Rating: 4.5/5 stars

Summary: No matter your goals, Atomic Habits offers a proven framework for improving - every day. James Clear, one of the world’s leading experts on habit formation, reveals practical strategies that will teach you exactly how to form good habits, break bad ones, and master the tiny behaviors that lead to remarkable results. If you’re having trouble changing your habits, the problem isn’t you. The problem is your system. Bad habits repeat themselves again and again not because you don’t want to change, but because you have the wrong system for change. You do not rise to the level of your goals. You fall to the level of your systems. Here, you’ll get a proven system that can take you to new heights. Clear is known for his ability to distill complex topics into simple behaviors that can be easily applied to daily life and work. Here, he draws on the most proven ideas from biology, psychology, and neuroscience to create an easy-to-understand guide for making good habits inevitable and bad habits impossible. Along the way, readers will be inspired and entertained with true stories from Olympic gold medalists, award-winning artists, business leaders, life-saving physicians, and star comedians who have used the science of small habits to master their craft and vault to the top of their field. Atomic Habits will reshape the way you think about progress and success, and give you the tools and strategies you need to transform your habits - whether you are a team looking to win a championship, an organization hoping to redefine an industry, or simply an individual who wishes to quit smoking, lose weight, reduce stress or achieve any other goal.

My Thoughts: My brother once told me that I probably don’t need to read this book because I’m pretty good with routines, creating habits, etc., but I heard James Clear on a podcast a few months ago and figured his book would still be worth my while. And, I’d say it was! Personally, I think this was a super helpful little guide for creating good habits and breaking bad ones. The author gives so many tangible, realistic examples of how to frame your mindset when creating or breaking habits, realistic anecdotes of people who have achieved their goals, etc. There are also visual guides, worksheets, etc. available online that you can download for free to help you create a plan for habits. The chapters are clear and concise and always summarized at the end, so that you don’t get lost in the sauce. Overall, if you haven’t given this book a try, but have been wanting to make some changes to your lifestyle, I think this would be a very valuable read for you!

THE GOLDEN COUPLE by Greer Hendricks & Sarah Pekkanen

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: Wealthy Washington suburbanites Marissa and Matthew Bishop seem to have it all - until Marissa is unfaithful. Beneath their veneer of perfection is a relationship riven by work and a lack of intimacy. She wants to repair things for the sake of their eight-year-old son and because she loves her husband. Enter Avery Chambers. Avery is a therapist who lost her professional license. Still, it doesn’t stop her from counseling those in crisis, though they have to adhere to her unorthodox methods. And the Bishops are desperate. When they glide through Avery’s door and Marissa reveals her infidelity, all three are set on a collision course. Because the biggest secrets in the room are still hidden, and it’s no longer simply a marriage that’s in danger.

My Thoughts: Wow this book was such a wild ride. Though I own a physical copy, I decided to listen to it on audiobook and the narrators did a superb job. The book is told from both Marissa’s and Avery’s POVs and it’s impossible to know who to trust. It constantly feels like both women are hiding something as they each gain pieces to the bigger puzzle. I couldn’t even begin to try to guess who the antagonist was in this twisted story. With every new bit of information, it seemed like literally everyone was guilty of being sketchy. There were a couple of big plot twists, but the biggest one at the end was the most surprising. I honestly did not see it coming lol. That said, I liked the pacing of this dual-perspective mystery and was definitely sucked in from the start. If you’re looking for a mystery/thriller that keeps you guessing, I definitely recommend giving this book a shot!

That’s all I’ve got for July!

Hoping to continue this reading momentum into August while I savor the last month of summer. I’m on a mystery/thriller and dystopian kick, so we shall see if that theme carries into this next month. We all know I’m a mood reader though, so it’s anyone’s guess lol.

Cheers to the last month of summer!

2023 Book Count: 72

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