September 2023 Reads

October 01, 2023 by Haley Burrill in Books

Who else blinked and realized we’re already at the start of fall?

Don’t get me wrong. I love the changing of the leaves, sweater weather, football weekends, and all of the cozy vibes this season brings. What I don’t love is that it starts getting dark super early and the sun doesn’t rise until at least 8am. :(

Time to break out those sun lamps, people.

On the reading front this month, I definitely got through some books slower than I planned, per usual as of late. I was a little fickle with what genre I was in the mood for, so I ended up just kind of sticking to what was working which included a couple of murder mysteries and some YA fantasy.

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again though: audiobooks ftw.

One thing I’m excited to announce is that I’m back on my Throne of Glass bullshit and have decided to reread the series lol. I don’t think I reviewed the series the first time I read through it, so get ready for some THOUGHTS in the coming months.

Okie, I think that’s it. Let’s get into everything I read in September.

*All summaries are taken or paraphrased from Goodreads.

LEGENDS & LATTES by Travis Baldree

Rating: 3.5/5 stars

Summary: After a lifetime of bounties and bloodshed, Viv is hanging up her sword for the last time. The battle weary orc aims to start fresh, opening the first ever coffee shop in the city of Thune. But old and new rivals stand in the way of success - not to mention the fact that no one has the faintest idea what coffee actually is. If Viv wants to put the blade behind her and make her plans a reality, she won’t be able to go it alone. But the true rewards of the uncharted path are the travelers you meet along the way. And whether drawn together by ancient magic, flake pastry, or a freshly brewed cup, they may become partners, family, and something deeper than she ever could have dreamed.

My Thoughts: Okay so I have been seeing Legends & Lattes all over Bookstagram lately and just had to see what the hype was about. This book knows exactly what it is and what purpose it serves. It says on the back of it that it’s a low stakes fantasy and I couldn’t agree more. This book is so cozy. It reminds me of putting on my most comfy pair of sweats, grabbing the fuzziest blanket available, and curling up on an extremely comfy sofa or chair next to a slightly opened window while a crisp autumn breeze blows through. Throw in a delicious cup of tea or a satisfying latte, and that’s the vibe of this fantasy. I loved the message of “found family” and creating a community for yourself. Viv makes such beautiful connections with a variety of characters as she works to create a gathering place for the people of Thune to enjoy a cup of joe. Those friendships ring true when everyone comes together to help Viv after a tragedy strikes the coffee shop. The storyline of Viv’s self reinvention was really heartwarming as she leaves her violent past behind and tries to create a life she’s proud of. There’s also a very subtle sapphic romance sprinkled into this cozy fantasy that was just the cherry on top of everything. That said, this book is a SLOW BURN. Like, the epitome of a slow burn. I enjoyed it a lot while I was reading it, but it just didn’t have its hooks in me deep enough to want to sit down and read it all the time. It’s almost like, as the reader, the book is taking your hand and walking you through the stages of what’s happening. I don’t know. This was my first cozy fantasy and I’m sure it won’t be my last. As long as the next cozy fantasy I read isn’t as much of a slow burn as this one was.

KAIKEYI by Vaishnavi Patel

Rating: 4.5/5 stars

Summary: “I was born on the full moon under an auspicious constellation, the holiest of positions—much good it did me.” So begins Kaikeyi’s story. The only daughter of the kingdom of Kekaya, she is raised on tales about the might and benevolence of the gods: how they churned the vast ocean to obtain the nectar of immortality, how they vanquish evil and ensure the land of Bharat prospers, and how they offer powerful boons to the worthy. Yet she watches as her father unceremoniously banishes her mother, listens as her own worth is reduced to the marriage alliance she can secure. And when she calls upon the gods for help, they never seem to hear. Desperate for independence, she turns to the texts she once read with her mother and discovers a magic that is hers alone. With it, Kaikeyi transforms herself from an overlooked princess into a warrior, diplomat, and most favored queen. But as the evil from her childhood stories threatens the cosmic order, the path she has forged clashes with the destiny the gods have chosen for her family. And Kaikeyi must decide if resistance is worth the destruction it will wreak—and what legacy she intends to leave behind.

My Thoughts: Although I own a hardcover copy of this book, I decided to listen to the audiobook via Libby. I want to start by saying, I did not really know what this book was about going into it. I don’t usually read the premise of everything I pick up and I think that hindered my experience here. For the first half of the book, I really didn’t have any strong feelings towards it one way or another. So, I did some digging and realized this is a retelling of Ramayana which is a story from Hindu mythology about a scorned queen. In the original Ramayana, Queen Kaikeyi is described as a jealous queen who wants her son Bharata to ascend the throne. However, this retelling follows Queen Kaikeyi from childhood through her adult life as she tries to create a better world for herself and other women. I loved the feminist reimagining of Queen Kaikeyi and the new light it shone on this complex character. The book really does have everything you could hope for: thorough character development across the board, a multifaceted plot that just keeps getting thicker, messy family dynamics, and just a touch of magic sprinkled in. The only reason I’m docking it a half star is because I feel like even though I didn’t know the background of the retelling until halfway through, the story should’ve sucked me in more to the point of having formed some opinions about it at that point. Otherwise, I think the writing is phenomenal and I definitely recommend it!

THE FALLEN by David Baldacci

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: Amos Decker and his journalist friend Alex Jamison are visiting the home of Alex’s sister in Barronville, a small town in western Pennsylvania that has been hit hard economically. When Decker is out on the rear deck of the house talking with Alex’s niece, a precocious eight-year-old, he notices flickering lights then a spark of flame in the window of the house across the way. When he goes to investigate, he finds two dead bodies inside and it’s not clear how either man died. But this is only the tip of the iceberg. There’s something going on in Barronville that might be the canary in the coal mine for the rest of the country. Faced with a stonewalling local police force, and roadblocks put up by unseen forces, Decker and Jamison must pull out all the stops to solve the case. And even Decker’s infallible memory may not be enough to save them.

My Thoughts: Funny story. I actually got this book from a woman who I was sitting next to on a flight to Atlanta back in 2019. She was super sweet, but a little talkative and was like “omg take this book! I’ve already read it and loved it! You should have it.” Therefore, I’ve been sitting on it for about 4 years, but noticed the audiobook was available on Libby, so I decided to finally give it a try. I’m pleased to report the nice lady on the plane was right - this was a great book! I realized a little bit into it that it’s the fourth book in a series, but I still think you can read this as a standalone. The only thing you need to know is the main character, Amos Decker, suffered a head injury 20 years ago and as a side effect, he can’t forget anything. Now an FBI contract agent, Decker is the ultimate detective and just happens to stumble upon two dead bodies while he and his partner, Alex Jamison, are on vacation in a small town called Barronville. Cue a whirlwind of a murder case mixed with drug cartels and more. I absolutely loved the writing and Decker is such a great protagonist. He’s a little rough around the edges, but a teddy bear at his core. I will say, there are a LOT of characters to keep track of while Decker and Jamison follow any and every lead to solve this case. So I found myself trying to remember who someone was and how they related to the case on more than one occasion. The only other reason I docked this book a star is because in the description, it says Alex’s niece is 8-years-old, but in the book she’s only just turning six. I feel like someone at the publishing company should have caught that discrepancy before it went to print lol. Otherwise, this was a super enjoyable book and such an easy read. I think I’m going to start the series from the beginning and work my way through it because I haven’t had enough of Amos Decker yet!

MEMORY MAN by David Baldacci

Rating: 3.5/5 stars

Summary: Amos Decker's life changed forever--twice. The first time was on the gridiron. A big, towering athlete, he was the only person from his hometown of Burlington ever to go pro. But his career ended before it had a chance to begin. On his very first play, a violent helmet-to-helmet collision knocked him off the field for good, and left him with an improbable side effect--he can never forget anything. The second time was at home nearly two decades later. Now a police detective, Decker returned from a stakeout one evening and entered a nightmare--his wife, young daughter, and brother-in-law had been murdered. His family destroyed, their killer's identity as mysterious as the motive behind the crime, and unable to forget a single detail from that horrible night, Decker finds his world collapsing around him. He leaves the police force, loses his home, and winds up on the street, taking piecemeal jobs as a private investigator when he can. But over a year later, a man turns himself in to the police and confesses to the murders. At the same time a horrific event nearly brings Burlington to its knees, and Decker is called back in to help with this investigation. Decker also seizes his chance to learn what really happened to his family that night. To uncover the stunning truth, he must use his remarkable gifts and confront the burdens that go along with them. He must endure the memories he would much rather forget. And he may have to make the ultimate sacrifice.

My Thoughts: Okay this is the first book in the series that The Fallen is in and although I enjoyed it, I could clearly tell the writing has gotten better farther into the series. Getting to know Amos Decker’s background and where his character started was very interesting. Especially since they really emphasize in this book that after his brain injury, he’s showing more behaviors that are similar to people who are on the Autism spectrum which wasn’t made as clear in the fourth book. The connections made throughout this case were almost impossible to predict because you’re still learning the background of everything and everyone involved. Personally, I thought Amos’s detective partner was absolutely useless and rode his coattails throughout the entire investigation. Every time she spoke, I was like who gave you this job? She literally would just validate or ask Amos how he solved something. There are a lot of layers to this story and a few gruesome scenes that made my skin crawl. Overall, this was a good start to this series, but as I said, I think the writing definitely gets better the further into the series you go. Please check content and trigger warnings before going into this because it touches on pretty dark topics such as school shootings, sexual assault, sexual abuse, murder and more.

A SKY BEYOND THE STORM by Sabaa Tahir (An Ember in the Ashes #4) (REREAD)

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: Picking up just a few months after A Reaper at the Gates left off… The long-imprisoned jinn are on the attack, wreaking bloody havoc in villages and cities alike. But for the Nightbringer, vengeance on his human foes is just the beginning. At his side, Commandant Keris Veturia declares herself Empress, and calls for the heads of any and all who defy her rule. At the top of the list? The Blood Shrike and her remaining family. Laia of Serra, now allied with the Blood Shrike, struggles to recover from the loss of the two people most important to her. Determined to stop the approaching apocalypse, she throws herself into the destruction of the Nightbringer. In the process, she awakens an ancient power that could lead her to victory--or to an unimaginable doom. And deep in the Waiting Place, the Soul Catcher seeks only to forget the life--and love--he left behind. Yet doing so means ignoring the trail of murder left by the Nightbringer and his jinn. To uphold his oath and protect the human world from the supernatural, the Soul Catcher must look beyond the borders of his own land. He must take on a mission that could save--or destroy--all that he knows.

My Thoughts: This was the last book in my journey rereading the An Ember in the Ashes series via audiobook and bleeding skies I forgot how much of an emotional punch this packed! Holding true to the thoughts I reported in my original review, this book is saturated in grief and struggle, but it’s not without love and joy to match. As this is the final book that wraps up the series, I cannot emphasize this enough: SO MUCH HAPPENS. Especially with Laia, Elias, and my girl Helene. I’m making a bold statement here, but Helene Aquilla is probably one of my all-time favorite characters in a fantasy series. She just endures so much and still comes out on the other side of it holding her head high. I just cannot say more good things about her resiliency and strength. The biggest aha moments in this book though are when we learn some of the origin stories about a few of the antagonists that are pivotal to the good guys winning this war against the djinn. Although homegirl made me WEEP multiple times, I still really admire that Sabaa Tahir did not cater to the wishes of her readers and ended this series the way she wanted to end it. Like, you guise, a couple of characters do not make it to the end and it absolutely wrecked me this second time around, but I can’t complain. This isn’t going to be everyone’s favorite ending, but I do think it was the perfect end to this series. If you haven’t given An Ember in the Ashes a chance yet, I highly recommend adding it to your TBR. You’ll never be the same.

BEHIND THE NET by Stephanie Archer

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: He’s the hot, grumpy goalie I had a crush on in high school… and now I’m his live-in assistant. After my ex crushed my dreams in the music industry, I’m done with getting my heart broken. Working as an assistant for an NHL player was supposed to be a breeze, but nothing about Jamie Streicher is easy. He’s an intimidatingly hot, grouchy jerk who can’t stand me. The guy has a massive ego. Keeping things professional will be no problem, even when he demands I move in with him. Beneath his surliness, though, Jamie’s surprisingly sweet and protective. When Jaime learns how bad my ex was in bed, his competitive nature flares, and he encourages and spoils me in every way. The creative spark I used to feel about songwriting? It’s back, and I’m writing music again. Between wearing his jersey at games, rowdy parties with the team, and being brave on stage again, I’m falling for him. He could break my heart, but it might be worth it.

My Thoughts: Okay, I won’t lie to y’all. I waited a bit too long to write this review after I finished the book lol, but I know I really enjoyed it. Almost immediately, it has two of my favorite tropes: forced proximity and grumpy/sunshine. Jamie is the brooding and famous hockey player who doesn’t know how to act when his high school crush, Pippa, walks through the door as his new assistant. It makes his teddy bear insides so much more endearing - especially as his sweet side starts showing specifically for her. Similarly, Pippa is trying to play it cool as the new assistant to her old high school crush. This is her way to make some money, gain some independence, and hopefully get a marketing job with the hockey team, even though her real dream is to become a singer-songwriter. I loved the banter between these two characters and the ease with which they melded into each other’s lives. The only thing I didn’t love, lol, is that he called her “songbird” and that gave me big cringe. Otherwise, y'all know I love a good hockey romance and this definitely scratches that itch.

THRONE OF GLASS by Sarah J. Maas (REREAD)

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: In a land without magic, where the king rules with an iron hand, an assassin is summoned to the castle. She comes not to kill the king, but to win her freedom. If she defeats twenty-three killers, thieves, and warriors in a competition, she is released from prison to serve as the king's champion. Her name is Celaena Sardothien. The Crown Prince will provoke her. The Captain of the Guard will protect her. But something evil dwells in the castle of glass—and it's there to kill. When her competitors start dying one by one, Celaena's fight for freedom becomes a fight for survival, and a desperate quest to root out the evil before it destroys her world.

My Thoughts: LOL. Heyy. So, if you know me, then you know that I am unhealthily obsessed with the Throne of Glass series. I first feasted my eyes upon this book back in November of 2020 - aka before I started writing my monthly book reviews. So up until this point, my friends have only experienced the verbal harassment of me trying to get them to read this. Folks, welcome to my first official review of Throne of Glass. Starting with one of the best characters that the fantasy genre has blessed us with: Celaena Sardothien. She’s clever, cunning, wholly entertaining, and a badass assassin who was plucked from the Endovier salt mines as a candidate in a competition to be the King’s champion. What does the champion do, you ask? The champion will basically be at the King’s beck and call for an agreed upon amount of years and when those years are up, the person is free to do as they please. Having survived a year enslaved in the salt mines is unheard of, but Celaena’s only chance at freedom is to compete in this contest - even if that means she could die while doing so. The competition isn’t the only thing happening in this storyline, oh no. There is so much more that lies within the castle. Which is why Celaena starts digging into the odd marks around the castle, figuring out who might be murdering the other competitors, and what hidden agenda the King has in store for her. Her background is a little unknown at this point, but you slowly gather pieces of where she came from with every new side character encountered. There are a lot of moving parts to keep track of in this book, but it’s all a part of the grander scheme that is this phenomenal series. The magic system is so important to pay attention to. As this was my second read, I noticed a few things mentioned that come into play much farther down the road that I didn’t pick up on during my first read through. I don’t know what else to say other than, if you haven’t read Throne of Glass yet then what are you doing with your life?

Okay that’s it for September. If you need me, I’ll be drinking prebiotic sodas and probably baking some bread that I found the recipe on Pinterest for.

2023 Book Count: 86

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July 2023 Reads

August 02, 2023 by Haley Burrill in Books

July was a SOLID month of reading for me. I haven’t binge read like this in a while and it was a welcomed return to my old reading habits.

I spent the first two weeks of this month taking some time off of work to relax, go camping, and take a trip out to Cape Cod for a few days. The extra down time was well needed and if you haven’t taken a vacation from work in a while, this is your sign to do so!

Somehow, I developed a mystery/thriller kick this month with some romance and sci-fi dystopian books mixed in. I can’t say everything I read was a banger, but most didn’t let me down.

So, without further delay, let’s get into everything I read in July!

*All summaries are taken or paraphrased from Goodreads.

RAZORBLADE TEARS by S.A. Crosby

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: Ike Randolph has been out of jail for fifteen years, with not so much as a speeding ticket in all that time. But a Black man with cops at the door knows to be afraid. The last thing he expects to hear is that his son, Isaiah, has been murdered, along with Isaiah’s white husband, Derek. Ike had never fully accepted his son but is devastated by his loss. Derek’s father, Buddy Lee, was almost as ashamed of Derek for being gay as Derek was ashamed of his father’s criminal record. Buddy Lee still has contacts in the underworld, though, and he wants to know who killed his boy. Ike and Buddy Lee, two ex-cons with little in common other than a criminal past and a love for their dead sons, band together in their desperate desire for revenge. In their quest to do better for their sons in death than they did in life, these hardened men will confront their own prejudices about their sons and each other as they rain down vengeance upon those who hurt their boys.

My Thoughts: Wow this book was so freaking good! Between the amazing revenge plot, phenomenal character arcs, and LGBTQIA+ reps, I was absolutely hooked! Although the main storyline focuses on Buddy Lee and Ike getting revenge on the people who killed their sons in cold blood, it was beautiful how they were forced to confront their own bigotry in the process. As two ex-cons, they approach this deadly mission in the most low key criminal way which provided a handful of violent scenes that made me want to cover my eyes. There is the perfect amount of comedic relief (via mostly Buddly Lee) sprinkled in to counterbalance the darker scenes though. This book is such a page turner and I cannot recommend it enough!

PAPER PRINCESS by Erin Watt

Rating: 2/5 stars

Summary: These Royals will ruin you… Ella Harper is a survivor - a pragmatic optimist. She’s spent her whole life moving from town to town with her flighty mother, struggling to make ends meet and believing that someday she’ll climb out of the gutter. After her mother’s death, Ella is truly alone. Until Callum Royal appears, plucking Ella out of poverty and tossing her into his posh mansion among his five sons who all hate her. Each Royal boy is more magnetic than the last, but none as captivating as Reed Royal, the boy who is determined to send her back to the slums she came from. Reed doesn’t want her. He says she doesn’t belong with the Royals. He might be right. Wealth. Excess. Deception. It’s like nothing Ella has ever experienced and if she’s going to survive her time in the Royal palace, she’ll need to learn to issue her own Royal decrees.

My Thoughts: Y’all. I don’t even know what to say lol. I feel like I was trying to decide how I felt about this book the entire time I read it. It was almost like a hate-read but I can’t say I hated it? This book has been on my radar for a few years now. I first heard about it from the Bad On Paper podcast during which they prefaced that it is absolute TRASH. So, it’s not like I didn’t know that going into it, but by golly lol. This shit was TRASHY. It was objectively good writing. Nothing was poor about the writing at its core. However, this book is so outrageous and trying so hard to be sexy that it’s almost distracting? There is just zero class to it lmao. Like Ella is kind of an annoying main character, but she’s the best main character for this storyline. So I can’t even say she was a shit character because she makes complete sense in this context. The plot and pace is a little all over the place, but also felt appropriate for what we’re experiencing. The ending is sooooooo fuckin random though. lololol. I honestly can’t recommend this book, but I do know people who love it. This is also coming from me, who couldn’t put down Ice Planet Barbarians, so take that as you will lmao. I guess when it comes to trashy romances, this one was just a little too try-hard and trashy for me.

EVERY SUMMER AFTER by Carley Fortune

Rating: 4.5/5 stars

Summary: They say you can never go home again, and for Persephone Fraser, ever since she made the biggest mistake of her life a decade ago, that has felt too true. Instead of glittering summers on the lakeshore of her childhood, she spends them in a stylish apartment in the city, going out with friends, and keeping everyone a safe distance from her heart. Until she receives the call that sends her racing back to Barry’s Bay and into the orbit of Sam Florek - the man she never thought she’d have to live without. For six summers, through hazy afternoons on the water and warm summer nights working in his family’s restaurant and curling up together with books - medical textbooks for him and work-in-progress horror short stories for her - Percy and Sam had been inseparable. Eventually that friendship turned into something breathtakingly more, before it fell spectacularly apart. When Percy returns to the lake for Sam’s mother’s funeral, their connection is as undeniable as it had always been. But until Percy can confront the decisions she made and the years she’s spent punishing herself for them, they’ll never know whether their love might be bigger than the biggest mistakes of their past. Told over the course of six years and one weekend, Every Summer After is a big, sweeping nostalgic look at love and the people and choices that mark us forever. Six summers to fall in love. One moment to fall apart. A weekend to get it right.

My Thoughts: Talk about an absolutely PERFECT summer read. I brought this gem with me on a trip to the Cape Cod area and it definitely fit the beachy vacation vibes. I loved the dual timelines as we learn how Percy and Sam’s friendship developed 16 years ago and where their relationship stands currently after Percy returns to the summer town for Sam’s mom’s funeral. The writing of this story was absolutely beautiful and made that cottage-on-the-lake atmosphere come to life. Percy’s character was perfectly imperfect both as a teenager and adult, but through all of her flaws and the mistakes she made, she was still so incredibly likable. Sam was the sweetest guy you could’ve asked for in this romance. He’s not the typical male protagonist and I found that incredibly endearing. I wish we would’ve had his POV in this book too though because I just loved his character so much. The storyline was a little predictable as we got closer to the big reveal of what the blow-up was between Percy and Sam, but I still really loved their story all the same. Honestly, this was just an insanely enjoyable beach read and I highly recommend it if you’re looking for something easy to fly through!

A REAPER AT THE GATES by Sabaa Tahir (REREAD)

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: Beyond the Martial Empire and within it, the threat of war looms ever larger. Helene Aquilla, the Blood Shrike, is desperate to protect her sister’s life and the lives of everyone in the Empire. Yet danger lurks on all sides. Emperor Marcus, haunted by his past, grows increasingly unstable and violent, while Keris Veturia, the ruthless Commandant, capitalizes on the Emperor’s volatility to grow her own power - regardless of the carnage she leaves in her path. Far to the east, Laia of Serra knows that the fate of the world lies not in the machinations of the Martial court, but in stopping the Nightbringer. During the hunt to bring him down, Laia faces unexpected threats from those she hoped would help her, and is drawn into a battle she never thought she’d have to fight. And in the land between the living and the dead, Elias Veturius has given up his freedom to serve as Soul Catcher. However, in doing so, he has vowed himself to an ancient power that demands his complete surrender - even if that means abandoning the woman he loves.

My Thoughts: Continuing on with my reread of An Ember in the Ashes series via audiobook! I gotta admit, I didn’t remember much about what happened in this third book before starting it and by the end I knew why: SO MUCH HAPPENS. Similar to what I said in my original review after I read it the first time, this book starts with a quick pace and rarely slows down until the end. Every character is going through their own shit, and although it all ties together, there are still so many missing pieces that we need to see the bigger picture. I will say, this time around I viscerally felt the defeat plaguing Helene after experiencing multiple failures. It’s almost like everything is falling into place against her and the girl really cannot catch a break. Elias’s character arc is thrown into a tailspin as he starts to fulfill his duty as the new Soul Catcher. In order to do so though, he has to give up everything that makes him human (aka emotions). So, as the most empathetic character in this series, you can imagine the internal struggle he has while trying to do that. Laia’s journey isn’t as memorable for me as the other two characters, but I will say she receives some closure that I felt more emotionally this time around. It was definitely shocking the first time I read it, but the second time hit me more in the feels because I wasn’t surprised by it. Everything is kind of falling to pieces in all of their worlds as an inevitable war between the mortal and immortal worlds starts to take form, but by golly there was a lot of information to absorb in this book lol. Obviously I recommend reading it and I’ll definitely be finishing out this reread experience with the fourth and final book!

CARAVAL by Stephanie Garber

Rating: 3.5/5 stars

Summary: A legendary competition. A mesmerizing romance. An unbreakable bond between two sisters. Scarlett Dragna has never left the tiny island where she and her sister, Tella, live with their powerful and cruel father. Now Scarlett’s father has arranged a marriage for her, and Scarlett thinks her dreams of seeing Caraval - the faraway, once-a-year performance where the audience participates in the show - are over. But this year, Scarlett’s long-dreamt-of invitation finally arrives. With the help of a mysterious sailor, Tella whisks Scarlett away to the show. Only, as soon as they arrive, Tella is kidnapped by Caraval’s mastermind organizer, Legend. It turns out that this season’s Caraval revolves around Tella, and whoever finds her first is the winner. Scarlett has been told that everything that happens during Caraval is only an elaborate performance. Nevertheless she becomes enmeshed in a game of love, heartbreak, and magic. And whether Caraval is real or not, Scarlett must find Tella before the five nights of the game are over or a dangerous domino effect of consequences will be set off, and her beloved sister will disappear forever. Welcome, welcome to Caraval… beware of getting swept too far away.

My Thoughts: I was super hoping to love this book because I’ve only heard great things. Although I did really enjoy my experience with it, a few things just fell flat for me. The premise is really cool - every year exclusive invites are sent out to select people to participate in the magical Caraval - an event that only lasts one week once a year and never happens in the same place twice. Scarlett basically gets kidnapped by her younger sister Tella after they received an invite to this year’s Caraval, even though Scarlett vehemently does not want to go at the risk of pissing off their abusive father. Scarlett wakes up in a dingy boat a few days later with a pirate named Julian who ends up being an unexpected companion in this year’s game of Caraval. I loved the mystery of Scarlett solving the game’s riddles in an effort to find her sister who ends up going missing. There is also a subplot of some shady things happening during Caraval that start to unravel the closer Scarlett gets to finding Tella. My main complaints: the magic system isn’t really written out at all. It’s basically just described as “that’s just how the magic works” with no other explanation. Scarlett’s character is a little annoying for the first half of the book because she’s just playing it too safe and I wanted her to get over her own narrative so badly. The ending wraps up super quickly and is just kind of like “and that’s how that happened!” Which felt super abrupt to me. Will I continue onto the second book? Most likely, yes, but probably not right away.

THE SELECTION by Kiera Cass

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: For thirty-five girls, the Selection is the chance of a lifetime. The opportunity to escape the life laid out for them since birth. To be swept up in a world of glittering gowns and priceless jewels. To live in a palace and compete for the heart of a gorgeous Prince Maxon. But for America Singer, being Selected is a nightmare. It means turning her back on her secret love with Aspen, who is a caste below her. Leaving her home to enter a fierce competition for a crown she doesn’t want. Living in a palace that is constantly threatened by violent rebel attacks. Then America meets Prince Maxon. Gradually, she starts to question all the plans she’s made for herself - and realizes that the life she’s always dreamed of may not compare to a future she never imagined.

My Thoughts: This book is basically Hunger Games meets The Bachelor. Although it’s not a life-or-death situation, the structure of society in this dystopian America is divided into eight different castes. People considered to be ones are the elite of society. Twos and threes are just a step below with pretty decent wealth. Fours are fiscally comfortable. Fives or lower are basically poverty or worse. It’s almost impossible to change caste rank unless you marry up or enter the draft. Basically, the royal family’s son (aka Prince Maxon) is at the age and point in life where he needs to find a wife. Women from any caste can enter the lottery to be chosen as their province’s winner for The Selection. America (the main character, not the country lol) doesn’t really want to do it, but because the boy she loves back home breaks up with her, she enters it out of spite. To her surprise, she’s actually chosen and heads off to the royal family’s palace. I loved that her relationship with Prince Maxon is built on a friendship first. She’s upfront and honest with him that she’s nursing a broken heart and has no interest in the crown, but offers to be his eyes and ears within the candidates for his future wife. As their friendship progresses, she becomes more confused because they start to develop some actual feelings for each other. To throw a wrench in that, her ex-love from back home ends up becoming a guard at the palace and confuses her feelings even more. I’d honestly like to learn a little bit more about the politics and nuances of this new United States in terms of its relationship with other governments, but overall, I really enjoyed this premise of The Bachelor in a dystopian world and am excited to see where it all goes!

THE CARTOGRAPHERS by Peng Shepherd

Rating: 3/5 stars

Summary: What is the purpose of a map? Nell Young’s whole life and greatest passion is cartography. Her father, Dr. Daniel Young, is a legend in the field and Nell’s personal hero. But she hasn’t seen or spoken to him ever since he cruelly fired her and destroyed her reputation after an argument over an old, cheap gas station highway map. But when Dr. Young is found dead in his office at the New York Public Library, with the very same seemingly worthless map hidden in his desk, Nell can’t resist investigating. To her surprise, she soon discovers that the map is incredibly valuable and exceedingly rare. In fact, she may now have the only copy left in existence… because a mysterious collector has been hunting down and destroying every last one - along with anyone who gets in the way. But why? To answer that question, Nell embarks on a dangerous journey to reveal a dark family secret and discovers the true power that lies in maps…

My Thoughts: I was reeeeally hoping that this book was going to take me on a more exciting journey through this dynamic world of cartography. However, this was a bit too much of a slow burn for me. Mind you, I opted for the audiobook route over reading the physical book, but I still think that it would’ve been too slow of a burn for me either way. The various perspectives and dual timelines were a good way to mask the underwhelming pace and I liked Nell’s character enough to buy into her mission of figuring out the significance of the gas station map. The small touches of magical realism were subtle enough to enhance the story without causing a complete disconnect, but I wouldn’t consider this to be a fantasy by any means. It was interesting to learn how the dynamics of her parents’ friend group developed and fell apart and how they played into Nell’s life as an adult. By about halfway through though, it was kind of easy to figure out who the antagonist was even if I didn’t see a couple of plot twists coming towards the end. All in all, I plainly liked this book. I didn’t love it, but I think it has legs. If you’re looking for something with a little mystery, a niche focus (like cartography), and just a touch of magic, then this book could be for you.

THE ELITE by Kiera Cass (The Selection #2)

Rating: 3.5/5 stars

Summary: The Selection began with thirty-five girls. Now with the group narrowed down to the six Elite, the competition to win Prince Maxon’s heart is fiercer than ever - and America is struggling to decide where her heart truly lies. Is it with Maxon, who could make her life a fairy tale? Or with her first love, Aspen? America is desperate for more time. But the rest of the Elite know exactly what they want - and America’s chance to choose is about to slip away.

My Thoughts: Ugh. Okay, so I got what I wanted in terms of learning more about the politics of this new dystopian world. However, America (the main character, not the country lol) was very frustrating throughout this entire book. She was just sooo indecisive. I know part of it is that she’s young and she’s still getting used to being in the spotlight, so her self confidence isn’t quite there yet. The love triangle she’s put herself in with Maxon - who has repeatedly told her she’s his number one choice - and Aspen - who has told her she wouldn’t make a good princess - is a bit repetitive and tiring though. I understand that Aspen is the steady choice because he has no other prospects, whereas Maxon is still dating five other girls. So putting her full heart in his hands requires a LOT of trust in him that she’s just not ready to give. Then something happens in this book involving Marlee - another Selection candidate and America’s best friend - that truly makes her question Maxon’s character and basically wrecks everything they built. However, I feel like her quick assumptions are what truly wrecked the foundation they built when she doesn’t give him a chance to explain anything. I’m hoping the decision she makes at the end of this book is what she FINALLY sticks to in the next one. Outside of The Bachelor drama, there is something SHADY going on with the King and the government. Rebels keep attacking the palace, but one of the main things they’re taking is books… So clearly, the lack of access to history and knowledge is driving some rebellion, but I NEED to know why the King is lying about it and what else he’s been covering up. Needless to say, I plan to read the next book in this series lol.

RED RISING by Pierce Brown

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: Darrow is a Red, a member of the lowest caste in the color-coded society of the future. Like his fellow Reds, he works all day, believing that he and his people are making the surface of Mars livable for future generations. Yet he spends his life willingly, knowing that his blood and sweat will one day result in a better world for his children. But Darrow and his kind have been betrayed. Soon he discovers that humanity already reached the surface generations ago. Vast cities and sprawling parks spread across the planet. Darrow - and Reds like him - are nothing more than slaves to a decadent ruling class. Inspired by a longing for justice, and driven by the memory of lost love, Darrow sacrifices everything to infiltrate the legendary Institute, a proving ground for the dominant Gold caste, where the next generation of humanity’s overlords struggle for power. He will be forced to compete for his life and the very future of civilization against the best and most brutal of Society’s ruling class. There, he will stop at nothing to bring down his enemies… even if it means he has to become one of them to do so.

My Thoughts: Y’ALL. Okay, okay so I own the physical copy of this book, but I went the audiobook route and by golly do I HIGHLY recommend it. Not only does the narrator do a phenomenal job with all of the character voices, but he does most of them with a Scottish accent! It was SO enjoyable! Darrow is hands down one of my all time favorite literary characters. I loved that he’s scrappy, clever, cunning, and provides the greatest comedic relief you could ask for. Basically, there’s a hierarchy on Mars and Darrow is born as a Red, but he’s going undercover as a Gold to infiltrate their ranks and take them down from the inside. Part of this process is not only being transformed into a Gold physically, but he also has to take an intelligence test to get into what they call the Institute. The Institute is where teenage Golds go to earn their place amongst their own, however, it’s got kind of like a Hunger Games vibe to it because they’re placed in different houses and let loose in this manufactured arena. The task is to be the last house standing and the leader of that house becomes the Primus - who also ends up getting the best internships afterwards. This book is bloody, violent and brutal, but it’s such a wild ride that I could not stop listening to it. The plot is beautifully crafted and I am obsessed with all of the side characters including Mustang, Sevro, and this big guy named Pax. Honestly, if you’re looking for a new series to get sucked into, I highly recommend this one because this first book had me HOOKED and I cannot wait to get into the next one!

THE NIGHT SWIM by Megan Goldin

Rating: 4.5/5 stars

Summary: Ever since her true crime podcast became an overnight sensation and set an innocent man free, Rachel Krall has become a household name - and the last hope for people seeking justice. But she’s used to being recognized for her voice, not her face. Which makes it all the more unsettling when she finds a note on her car windshield, addressed to her, begging for help. The new season of Rachel’s podcast has brought her to a small town being torn apart by a devastating rape trial. A local golden boy, a swimmer destined for Olympic greatness, has been accused of raping the beloved granddaughter of the police chief. Under pressure to make Season 3 a success, Rachel throws herself into her investigation - but the mysterious letters keep coming. Someone is following her, and she won’t stop until Rachel finds out what happened to her sister twenty-five years ago. Officially, Jenny Stills tragically drowned, but the letters insist she was murdered - and when Rachel starts asking questions, nobody in town wants to answer. The past and present start to collide as Rachel uncovers startling connections between the two cases - and a revelation that will change the course of the trial and the lives of everyone involved.

My Thoughts: Wow okay so I’ve seen this book all over the place for at least the last year or so, and my most recent Book of the Month buy is the sequel to this book. So I figured I’d finally tackle this mystery thriller and I am so glad I did! Let me start by saying, this book is dark. It centers around two different rape cases with one suspected murder. Therefore, I highly recommend checking trigger/content warnings before diving in (no pun intended) because some of the things that happen in this story are pretty heavy. As for the actual story, I loved that there was a dual mystery element to Rachel Krall’s investigation. Although she’s initially in Neopolis to cover a rape trial, the sister of a girl who was killed 25 years prior in the same town starts leaving her letters asking for help. Rachel is resistant at first, but curiosity gets the best of her as she starts digging into what happened to Jenny Stills all those years ago. The format is really great because it’s a mix of podcast episodes, Rachel’s interviews, Hannah’s letters, etc. So you’re not only trying to piece together what happened to Jenny and if there’s enough evidence to convict the local golden boy in the current rape trial, but you’re also trying to figure out how these two cases are connected. Rachel is the perfect main character for this book and it was impossible not to have full faith in her. The only reason I docked this book .5 stars is because I felt like we didn’t get enough clues throughout the book to figure out whodunnit in the Jenny Stills case. Like it makes sense after it’s revealed, but I was like how else would I have known that given the facts that were provided? Anyhoo. I super enjoyed this mystery thriller and highly recommend if you haven’t given it a try yet!

THE ONE by Kiera Cass (The Selection #3)

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: The time has come for one winner to be crowned. When she was chosen to compete in the Selection, America never dreamed she would find herself anywhere close to the crown - or to Prince Maxon’s heart. But as the end of the competition approaches, and the threats outside the palace walls grow more vicious, America realizes just how much she stands to lose - and how hard she’ll have to fight for the future she wants.

My Thoughts: Okay well thank god America finally makes a decision about what she wants. There are a lot of things that happen in this book and although it’s pretty predictable who Maxon will choose, the journey getting there was kind of unexpected. Per usual, America has been pissing off the King with her antics. In my opinion, she does something extremely clever though and not actually out of line with what they were encouraging her to do, but this starts another uproar about whether she’s fit to be in this competition. The southern rebels who were targeting the families of girls who are still in The Selection start to attack people by caste - starting with the highly-ranked and going down from there. So there is unrest in the country, but thanks to a passionate speech by America, people have hope that they can defend themselves. Overall, I really liked how this book ended. That said, I docked it a star for a couple of reasons. One, something happens to her dad and they say it’s because he’s sick, but I do not remember that being a thing up to this point at all. Like I was trying to wrack my brain for any mention of him being ill, but couldn’t come up with anything. The last 10% of the book happens QUICKLY and everything that goes down is very convenient for wrapping up this story in a perfect little bow. So although I don’t hate that everything was tied up nicely, I felt like the lead up to it was a little disjointed. Anyhoo, if you’ve started this series, I’d say it’s worth reading through the third book for sure.

ATOMIC HABITS by James Clear

Rating: 4.5/5 stars

Summary: No matter your goals, Atomic Habits offers a proven framework for improving - every day. James Clear, one of the world’s leading experts on habit formation, reveals practical strategies that will teach you exactly how to form good habits, break bad ones, and master the tiny behaviors that lead to remarkable results. If you’re having trouble changing your habits, the problem isn’t you. The problem is your system. Bad habits repeat themselves again and again not because you don’t want to change, but because you have the wrong system for change. You do not rise to the level of your goals. You fall to the level of your systems. Here, you’ll get a proven system that can take you to new heights. Clear is known for his ability to distill complex topics into simple behaviors that can be easily applied to daily life and work. Here, he draws on the most proven ideas from biology, psychology, and neuroscience to create an easy-to-understand guide for making good habits inevitable and bad habits impossible. Along the way, readers will be inspired and entertained with true stories from Olympic gold medalists, award-winning artists, business leaders, life-saving physicians, and star comedians who have used the science of small habits to master their craft and vault to the top of their field. Atomic Habits will reshape the way you think about progress and success, and give you the tools and strategies you need to transform your habits - whether you are a team looking to win a championship, an organization hoping to redefine an industry, or simply an individual who wishes to quit smoking, lose weight, reduce stress or achieve any other goal.

My Thoughts: My brother once told me that I probably don’t need to read this book because I’m pretty good with routines, creating habits, etc., but I heard James Clear on a podcast a few months ago and figured his book would still be worth my while. And, I’d say it was! Personally, I think this was a super helpful little guide for creating good habits and breaking bad ones. The author gives so many tangible, realistic examples of how to frame your mindset when creating or breaking habits, realistic anecdotes of people who have achieved their goals, etc. There are also visual guides, worksheets, etc. available online that you can download for free to help you create a plan for habits. The chapters are clear and concise and always summarized at the end, so that you don’t get lost in the sauce. Overall, if you haven’t given this book a try, but have been wanting to make some changes to your lifestyle, I think this would be a very valuable read for you!

THE GOLDEN COUPLE by Greer Hendricks & Sarah Pekkanen

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: Wealthy Washington suburbanites Marissa and Matthew Bishop seem to have it all - until Marissa is unfaithful. Beneath their veneer of perfection is a relationship riven by work and a lack of intimacy. She wants to repair things for the sake of their eight-year-old son and because she loves her husband. Enter Avery Chambers. Avery is a therapist who lost her professional license. Still, it doesn’t stop her from counseling those in crisis, though they have to adhere to her unorthodox methods. And the Bishops are desperate. When they glide through Avery’s door and Marissa reveals her infidelity, all three are set on a collision course. Because the biggest secrets in the room are still hidden, and it’s no longer simply a marriage that’s in danger.

My Thoughts: Wow this book was such a wild ride. Though I own a physical copy, I decided to listen to it on audiobook and the narrators did a superb job. The book is told from both Marissa’s and Avery’s POVs and it’s impossible to know who to trust. It constantly feels like both women are hiding something as they each gain pieces to the bigger puzzle. I couldn’t even begin to try to guess who the antagonist was in this twisted story. With every new bit of information, it seemed like literally everyone was guilty of being sketchy. There were a couple of big plot twists, but the biggest one at the end was the most surprising. I honestly did not see it coming lol. That said, I liked the pacing of this dual-perspective mystery and was definitely sucked in from the start. If you’re looking for a mystery/thriller that keeps you guessing, I definitely recommend giving this book a shot!

That’s all I’ve got for July!

Hoping to continue this reading momentum into August while I savor the last month of summer. I’m on a mystery/thriller and dystopian kick, so we shall see if that theme carries into this next month. We all know I’m a mood reader though, so it’s anyone’s guess lol.

Cheers to the last month of summer!

2023 Book Count: 72

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April 2023 Reads

May 02, 2023 by Haley Burrill in Books

Ah April. You fickle gal.

One week, we’re loving the sunshine and warm weather, and the next, you’ve plunged us back into the rain with highs in the 40s. Such is life as a Michigander though lol.

This month was actually really fun on both the reading front and in life. I went to the annual Michigan Alpaca Festival (yes, that really is a thing) and it was actually so much fun. They’re such funny and weird animals in general, so watching people show them in a format similar to a dog show was an experience I will never regret. Please enjoy this photo from that day.

I felt like my reading went much better this month compared to March. I’m still reading a little slower than I’d prefer, but audiobooks really have become my jam this year. I just can’t get enough of them.

All righty. I think that’s it for updates. Let’s get into everything I read in April.

*All summaries are taken or paraphrased from Goodreads.

SISTERS IN ARMS by Kaia Alderson

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: Grace Steele and Eliza Jones may be from completely different backgrounds, but when it comes to the army, specifically the Women’s Army Auxiliary Corps (WAAC), they are both starting from the same level. Not only will they be among the first class of female officers the army has even seen, they are also the first Black women allowed to serve. As these courageous women help to form the 6888th Central Postal Directory Battalion, they are dealing with more than just army bureaucracy - everyone is determined to see this experiment fail. For two northern women, learning to navigate their way through the segregated army may be tougher than boot camp. Grace and Eliza know that there is no room for error; they must be more perfect than everyone else. When they finally make it overseas, to England and then France, Grace and Eliza will at last be able to do their parts for the country they love, whatever the risk to themselves. Based on the true story of the 6888th Postal Battalion (the Six Triple Eight), Sisters in Arms explores the untold story of what life was like for the only all-Black, female U.S. battalion to be deployed overseas during World War II.

My Thoughts: I love a good World War II-era historical fiction and this book definitely scratched that itch. It follows two women, Grace and Eliza, through their experiences of joining the U.S. army’s first all-Black female battalion during a time when segregation was still plaguing the country. It was frustrating to watch these women put their lives on the line for the country and yet still experience intense intersectional discrimination. People on the streets would dismiss them as soldiers and undermine their credentials - even though they went through the same training as everyone else in the military. Though all of the odds were against them, Eliza, Grace, and their fellow soldiers banded together to face the adversity with strength and resilience. The format of the book switches between Eliza’s and Grace’s perspectives and I loved that although they came from very different backgrounds and couldn’t stand each other at first, they end up developing a truly beautiful friendship. This book is based on a true story and I think it’s one more people should know about. So needless to say, I definitely recommend giving this historical fiction a read.

PET by Akwaeke Emenzi

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: There are no monsters anymore, or so the children in the city of Lucille are taught. Jam and her best friend, Redemption, have grown up with this lesson all their life. But when Jam meets Pet, a creature made of horns and colors and claws, who emerges from one of her mother’s paintings and a drop of Jam’s blood, she must reconsider what she’s been told. Pet has come to hunt a monster – and the shadow of something grim lurks in Redemption’s house. Jam must fight not only to protect her best friend, but also uncover the truth, and the answer to the question: How do you save the world from monsters if no one will admit they exist?

My Thoughts: This book was unlike any other that I’ve read. I’m pretty sure it’s considered middle grade, so it’s aimed at a young audience, but I think it’s impactful no matter what age you are. The writing was extremely unique. It took a minute for me to fall into a rhythm with it just because it has a very specific pattern to the dialogue. The names of the characters were also pretty out there, so that made it a little tough for me to keep straight, but it streamlined itself in my brain eventually. I can recognize the significance and importance of this storyline, especially as it tackles such important subjects in such a delicate way. All of the symbolism the author managed to include was phenomenal and they fit it into just 200 pages. I definitely recommend this if you’re looking for an impactful book or if you’re looking to integrate more transgendered characters into your reading list.

FIRST COMES SCANDAL by Julia Quinn

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: She was given two choices… Georgiana Bridgerton isn’t against the idea of marriage. She’d just thought she’d have some say in the matter. But with her reputation hanging by a thread after she’s abducted for her dowry, Georgie is given two options: live out her life as a spinster or marry the rogue who has ruined her life. Enter Option #3 As the fourth son of an earl, Nicholas Rokesby is prepared to chart his own course. He has a life in Edinburgh, where he’s close to completing his medical studies, and he has no time - or interest - to find a wife. But when he discovers that Georgie Bridgerton - his literal girl-next-door - is facing ruin, he knows what he must do. A Marriage of Convenience. It might not have been the most romantic of proposals, but Nicholas never thought she’d say no. Georgie doesn’t want to be anyone’s sacrifice, and besides, they could never think of each other as anything more than childhood friends… or could they? But as they embark upon their unorthodox courtship they discover a new twist to the age-old rhyme. First comes scandal, then comes marriage. But after that comes love…

My Thoughts: This is the last book in the Rokesby Boys series and I think it may have been my favorite. I loved Georgie Bridgerton’s character. She is quick-witted, independent, and somewhat of the underdog in her family. Nicholas was a great match for her because he never saw a reason to stifle her drive and endless curiosity even if those weren’t typical behaviors of a “lady.” The romance in this storyline just felt so organic and naturally believable. Georgie and Nicholas have known each other since they were kids and now that Georgie has gotten into somewhat of a pickle, a marriage of convenience is the only option. It was refreshing how easily these two characters fell into a rhythm with the situation as they also gradually fell in love with each other. It was just a treat to experience. There’s also a really comedic scene in the first half of the book that literally had me laughing out loud, which was a fun change of pace for a Regency romance lol. Although this book is part of a series, I honestly think you could read it as a standalone. So, pick it up if you have the chance!

Heartless Sky by Caroline Peckham and Susanne Valenti

HEARTLESS SKY (#7 Zodiac Academy) by Caroline Peckham & Susanne Valenti

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: The winds of fate are shifting, and it finally seems like they’ve been twisted in our favor. On the run and cast out from society, we’ve been forced to hide from the mad man who stole our throne. But as more secrets come to light and my sister and I work harder than ever before to reach our potential and claim our birthright, the end is finally drawing closer. There is no turning from this path now. The curse chases on our heels as time rushes by and the blood drenched destiny of the man I love looms ever closer just like the monster who stole our throne. We must prepare for the final battle, but three things are clear now. The cards have already been dealt. Blood will spill for a new future to rise. And the stars themselves can’t help us. The fight for the throne is upon us. All hail the heartless sky.

My Thoughts: All righty, y’all. Per usual, a lot happened in this book. However, it took me about three weeks to get through it because a majority of the middle absolutely dragged ass. Obviously, it was engaging enough for me to continue through it, but I felt like a lot of the characters were going in circles with their issues. There wasn’t a lot of momentum moving the story forward and I just felt like there hadn’t been a pivotal moment in the plotline for a minute. THAT BEING SAID, some things I’ve been waiting to happen for basically the entire series thus far finally come to fruition. The ending will absolutely wreck you, so just be aware. There’s a very, very big battle scene that changes the trajectory of one character’s storyline and it happened so fast that I couldn’t process it quickly enough to be upset lol. Like I’m buddy reading this series with my old college roommate (s/o to Steph) and she was flabbergasted that I wasn’t as upset as she was. I literally feel like I missed the scene and need to go reread it for the full effect. Overall, I definitely think if you’ve made it this far in the Zodiac Academy series then you need to read this book, but just know that it may take you a little longer to get through than the others because of the slight lull.

TASTE: MY LIFE THROUGH FOOD by Stanley Tucci

Rating: 4.5/5 stars

Summary: Before Stanley Tucci became a household name with The Devil Wears Prada, The Hunger Games, and the perfect Negroni, he grew up in an Italian American family that spent every night around the table. He shared the magic of those meals with us in The Tucci Cookbook and The Tucci Table, and now he takes us beyond the recipes and into the stories behind them. Taste is a reflection on the intersection of food and life, filled with anecdotes about growing up in Westchester, New York, preparing for and filming the foodie films Big Night and Julie & Julia, falling in love over dinner, and teaming up with his wife to create conversation-starting meals for their children. Each morsel of this gastronomic journey through good times and bad, five-star meals and burnt dishes, is as heartful and delicious as the last. Written in Stanley’s signature wry humor and nostalgia, Taste is a heartwarming read that will be irresistible for anyone who knows the power of a home-cooked meal.

My Thoughts: Who wouldn’t want to listen to Stanley Tucci talk about food for 7 hours? This book was such a delight. Between his candid reflections from childhood where his love for cooking and food got its start and the more recent culinary experiences with his own family, this book was full of humor and hunger-inducing anecdotes. I also learned so much about the nuances related to various cuisines - specifically Italian. If you have an appreciation for food, travel, and quick-witted dry humor, then I highly recommend that you give this audiobook a listen!

Sorrow and Starlight by Caroline Peckham and Susanne Valenti

SORROW AND STARLIGHT (#8 Zodiac Academy) by Caroline Peckham & Susanne Valenti

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: All stars must fall. Bloody, lost, broken. We live to fight another day. But with so much stolen from us, can the fates ever twist in our favor again? My sister and I have been torn apart by shadows and despair, and now we each stand alone. Our sorrow is spun like a web, trapping us tight, and I fear our enemies will soon come to feast upon our souls. But if I have my way, the merciless sky will have dealt us its final fortune. It’s time for us to take back the power that’s been ripped from our grasp and turn the tide of this war. All stars must fall, and all Phoenixes must rise. Long live the Savage Queens.

My Thoughts: Y’ALL LOL. I swear to you, this series is going to be the end of me. This gem was 1,200 pages of shit I was not expecting. Mind you, the theme of “two steps forward, one step back” still rings true for our characters. However, the momentum the plot gained and the number of “OH SHIT” moments were endless. I can’t get into too many details without giving things away, but I have to say, we see some incredible character development from someone I had already dismissed as an antagonist in this series. Tory goes on some ADVENTURES to say the least. Darcy and Orion are making strides for the team while being in the shittiest situation. The Heirs are all having a few breakthroughs. AND SOMETHING HAPPENS THAT I CANNOT SAY, BUT MADE ME AUDIBLY GASP AND FIST PUMP. I know this book is a thicc gal, but she is 10000000% worth the read if you’ve made it this far in the series. Like it totally made up for what the last book lacked in the middle of it.

AN EMBER IN THE ASHES by Sabaa Tahir (REREAD)

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: Laia is a slave. Elias is a soldier. Neither is free. Under the Martial Empire, defiance is met with death. Those who do not vow their blood and bodies to the Empire risk the execution of their loved ones and the destruction of all they hold dear. It is in this brutal world that Laia lives with her grandparents and older brother. The family ekes out an existence in the impoverished backstreets and do not dare to challenge the Empire. When Laia’s brother is arrested for treason, she is forced to make a decision. In exchange for help from rebels who promise to rescue her brother, she will risk her life to spy for them from within the Empire’s greatest military academy. There, Laia meets Elias, the school’s finest soldier - and secretly, it’s most unwilling. Elias wants only to be free of the tyranny he’s being trained to enforce. He and Laia will soon realize their destinies are intertwined - and that their choices will change the fate of the Empire itself.

My Thoughts: I first read An Ember in the Ashes back in 2021 as a way to cure the book hangover I received from the Throne of Glass series. I really loved it and believe I even gave it 4.5 stars. This time around, I decided to listen to the audiobook instead to experience it in an alternative format. Listen, I still love this book and series. The sentiments I had about it originally still stand: there’s a great mixture of action, adventure, emotions, and mystery. HOWEVER (and I had to go reread my initial review on this book to see if this is how I felt the first time I read it), Laia is so annoying to me lol. And, for some indescribable reason, the narrator who voices for Laia made her character even more frustrating. Which, mind you, I genuinely liked the narrator. Like she did a great job lol. So I guess take that as you will? I know now that her character goes through great character development in the next three books, but if you’re new to the series, just take Laia with a grain of salt initially. Overall, I still love this storyline and think it’s an incredibly unique premise for the fantasy genre. My recommendation for experiencing this book, though, is to read the physical form first and then follow up with the audiobook for a second read, if you’re so inclined.

RECURSION by Blake Crouch

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: Memory makes reality. That’s what NYC cop Barry Sutton is learning, as he investigates the devastating phenomenon the media has dubbed False Memory Syndrome - a mysterious affliction that drives its victims mad with memories of a life they never lived. That’s what neuroscientist Helena Smith believes. It’s why she’s dedicated her life to creating a technology that will let us preserve our most precious memories. If she succeeds, anyone will be able to re-experience a first kiss, the birth of a child, the final moment with a dying parent. As Barry searches for the truth, he comes face to face with an opponent more terrifying than any disease - a force that attacks not just our minds, but the very fabric of the past. And as its effects begin to unmake the world as we know it, only he and Helena, working together, will stand a chance at defeating it. But how can they make a stand when reality itself is shifting and crumbling all around them?

My Thoughts: Y’all. I don’t know if it’s because I don’t read science fiction as often as most, but this book blew my mind lol. Like the fact that someone thought of this premise is beyond me. I thoroughly enjoyed this sci-fi thriller. The format is pretty unique as it switches between Helena’s and Barry’s perspectives while following a non-linear timeline. The author starts you out at a pace that is easy to follow, but as you get deeper into the book, we are not only jumping timelines, but realities. Let me tell you, I was absolutely sucked into this audiobook and couldn’t even guess what the resolution to the MCs’ overall problem was going to be. That being said, the only reason I couldn’t give it five stars is because I felt like the solution ended up being kind of anticlimactic. It wasn’t disappointing necessarily, but I felt like with a character as smart as Helena, she should’ve been able to figure that out after everything she had gone through. Either way, if you’re looking for a really great science fiction to get lost in, I definitely recommend this book! Please check trigger warnings though because memory loss and Alzheimer’s is a main thread throughout the storyline.

THANK YOU FOR LISTENING by Julia Whelan

Rating: 4.5/5 stars

Summary: For Sewanee Chester, being an audiobook narrator is a long way from her old dreams, but the days of being a star on film sets are long behind her. She’s found success and satisfaction from the inside of a sound booth and it allows her to care for her beloved, ailing grandmother. When she arrives in Las Vegas last-minute for a book convention, Sewanee unexpectedly spends a whirlwind night with a charming stranger. On her return home, Sewanee discovers one of the world’s most beloved romance novelists wanted her to perform her last book - with Brock McNight, the industry’s hottest, most secretive voice. Sewanee doesn’t buy what romance novels are selling - not after her own dreams were tragically cut short - and she stopped narrating them years ago. But her admiration of the late author, and the opportunity to get her grandmother more help, makes her decision for her. As Sewanee begins work on the book, resurrecting her old romance pseudonym, she and Brock forge a real connection, hidden behind the comfort of anonymity. Soon, she is dreaming again, but secrets are revealed, and the realities of life come crashing down around her once more. If she can learn to risk everything for desires she has long buried, she will discover a world of intimacy and acceptance she never believed would be hers.

My Thoughts: Hear me out. An audiobook written by Julia Whelan, read by Julia Whelan?? Fek yah! I absolutely CRUSHED this audiobook. Listened to it in one day because I couldn’t get enough of it. Besides, Julia Whelan is hands down one of the most talented narrators that has ever graced my eardrums. She has such a gift of pulling you into the story with her entrancing voice and accents. Now, the kicker about this particular book is that she also wrote it, and my friends, she killed it. I was obsessed with this storyline. THE BANTER ALONE, MY GOD. It was *chef’s kiss*. Like whenever I say I want some quality banter in my rom-com, THIS is what I mean. I was chuckling like a moron the entire time. Also, I swear to you, I was awe struck by some of the analogies and metaphors used throughout. It was just some great freaking writing. Onto the characters. Sewanee was the perfect main character for this book. She’s strong and killing it in the audiobook game, but after an accident five years ago leaving her with some physical and emotional scars, she’s still dealing with inner demons, including accepting her new self image. Brock/Nick was the BEST love interest we could’ve asked for here. This Irish delight was charming, humble, sweet, thoughtful - just your quintessential perfect book boyfriend. The storyline flowed so well, but the only reason I’m docking it a half star is because there was a stint around 66% that MILDLY slowed everything down all of a sudden. So I didn’t love that, but otherwise, this is one of the best romances I’ve read in a while. I recommend reading it, but HIGHLY recommend listening to it. :)

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