Like the Comet

Well June came in HOT, amiright??

Don’t get me wrong, I adore Michigan summers and wouldn’t trade them for anything. But, SHEESH, can we TONE DOWN THE HUMIDITY PLZ?

Also that week of 90+ degree days was just rude.

It was so hot and humid in my apartment the other day that even my bath towels were struggling to dry out from the shower I took THE NIGHT BEFORE. Wild.

Otherwise, June was pretty cool. More figuratively than literally.

One of my best friends got married to her person and their wedding day was absolutely beautiful and full of love for the happy couple.

I started doing Pilates again at a new studio and it has been great. All of the memes you see on Instagram about Pilates instructors are completely accurate btw lol. “And we’re here for four… *ten seconds later* three……… *long pause” two…… *longer pause* one.” :)

I even tried unpausing my Hinge profile this month, but lol… After about one day, I paused it again because that shit was overwhelming.

As a fresh 30-year-old, I also tweaked my neck this month. How, you ask? Well, I’m glad you’re curious. I, in fact, tweaked my neck in KICKBALL while I was running between bases. Freaking kickball. The grass was kind of wet, I had to quickly pivot and sprint back to first, and I think I just braced my body too hard to avoid slipping. Instead I basically gave myself whiplash lol.

#ThisIs30

On a reading note, I upgraded my audiobook game with Hoopla. If you haven’t heard about it, go get it and then connect your library card to it. They have SOOOO many great audiobooks and ebooks readily available that I would have to wait MONTHS to get through Libby. Not that I’m shit talking about my girl Libby. Y’all know I love that app. But real talk, Hoopla has better options lol.

Anywho. Let’s get into everything I read in June. Shall we?

*All summaries are taken or paraphrased from Goodreads.

THE DIAMOND EYE by Kate Quinn

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: In 1937 in the snowbound city of Kyiv, wry and bookish history student Mila Pavlichenko organizes her life around her library job and her young son--but Hitler's invasion of Ukraine and Russia sends her on a different path. Given a rifle and sent to join the fight, Mila must forge herself from studious girl to deadly sniper--a lethal hunter of Nazis known as Lady Death. When news of her three hundredth kill makes her a national heroine, Mila finds herself torn from the bloody battlefields of the eastern front and sent to America on a goodwill tour. Still reeling from war wounds and devastated by loss, Mila finds herself isolated and lonely in the glittering world of Washington, DC--until an unexpected friendship with First Lady Eleanor Roosevelt and an even more unexpected connection with a silent fellow sniper offer the possibility of happiness. But when an old enemy from Mila's past joins forces with a deadly new foe lurking in the shadows, Lady Death finds herself battling her own demons and enemy bullets in the deadliest duel of her life. Based on a true story, The Diamond Eye is a haunting novel of heroism born of desperation, of a mother who became a soldier, of a woman who found her place in the world and changed the course of history forever.

My Thoughts: Okay this wasn’t my favorite Kate Quinn book, but I still gave it four stars, so if that doesn’t tell you how much I love her writing, idk what will. Similar to her other books, this was based on a true story and real person. It follows Mila Pavlichenko, a history nerd and university student, who becomes a deadly sniper for the Soviet Army after Germany invades Russia and Ukraine. Mila’s unmatched skills and kill count earn her a respect not many women receive - especially as gunmen. The timeline bounced between the present where Mila is on a media tour in the United States and the past where Mila is fighting in the war. I loved that although her reputation within the Soviet Army gives her almost a mythical quality, we truly get to see the woman behind the gun through the interactions with her son, her subordinates, her lovers, and even Eleanor Roosevelt. Kate Quinn has a way of writing female leads that gives you no choice but to root for them and this book is no exception. I cannot believe the strength and bravery Mila exuded throughout the endless adversity she experienced. She was such a badass and although this is historical fiction based on a real person, I highly recommend giving it a read because more people should know about women like Mila Pavlichenko.

THE DIXON RULE by Elle Kennedy

Rating: 3.5/5 stars

Summary: Diana Dixon has a lot going on this summer. She’s rehearsing for a ballroom dance competition, juggling two jobs, and dealing with an ex-boyfriend who can’t take the hint it’s over. Yet despite all that, she still has plenty of time and energy to tell Shane Lindley to screw off. Shane just moved into her apartment building and seems dedicated to sleeping his way through her entire cheerleading squad. Sure, he’s a tall, gorgeous hockey player, but he’s messing with her turf. This calls for some ground rules: no parties in her apartment, leave her teammates alone, and—most importantly—leave her alone. What Diana doesn’t realize is that Shane’s sick of hookups and tired of being on the rebound after his long-term girlfriend called it quits. He wants a relationship. And when his ex comes back into the picture, he pretends he has one to make her jealous…and who better to play the girlfriend role than his sassy new neighbor? Despite Diana’s reluctance to break her rule, a fake relationship is the perfect solution for her own ex issues, and soon she can’t deny something is sizzling between her and Shane. Something hot and completely unexpected. And it might just be getting a little too real.

My Thoughts: Okay, so I love Elle Kennedy’s writing and have enjoyed plenty of her sports romance novels. This one, however, scored kind of low on my favorites list. I enjoyed Diana and Shane as main characters. Plus, we were dealing with an enemies-to-lovers, fake-dating, forced-proximity trope mash-up and, quite frankly, those are my FAVORITE. So I could get down with the plot as well. I think my main hang ups with this book are that it was just SO LONG and that I couldn’t TOTALLY buy into their romance. I won’t lie though, I didn’t write this review until like 2 weeks after I finished this particular book lol. So although I can’t remember EXACTLY what it was about their relationship that I was a little meh about, I do know that I wasn’t endlessly traipsing through Swoon City like I usually do with Elle Kennedy’s stories. This was a hockey romance for Pete’s sake. I am a SIMP for the hockey romances, but even that couldn’t carry this one to a 4-star rating. If you’ve started this new generation series then I definitely recommend reading this book, but lower your expectations a touch and I think you’ll enjoy it more than I did.

Yellowface by R.F. Kuang

Rating: 4.5/5 stars

Summary: Authors June Hayward and Athena Liu were supposed to be twin rising stars. But Athena’s a literary darling. June Hayward is literally nobody. Who wants stories about basic white girls, June thinks. So when June witnesses Athena’s death in a freak accident, she acts on impulse: she steals Athena’s just-finished masterpiece, an experimental novel about the unsung contributions of Chinese laborers during World War I. So what if June edits Athena’s novel and sends it to her agent as her own work? So what if she lets her new publisher rebrand her as Juniper Song—complete with an ambiguously ethnic author photo? Doesn’t this piece of history deserve to be told, whoever the teller? That’s what June claims, and the New York Times bestseller list seems to agree. But June can’t get away from Athena’s shadow, and emerging evidence threatens to bring June’s (stolen) success down around her. As June races to protect her secret, she discovers exactly how far she will go to keep what she thinks she deserves.

My Thoughts: This book was brilliant, thought-provoking, a little cynical, and a lot satirical. Told from the perspective of June Hayward, an amateur author who is driven by intense insecurities and the incessant need for power. After a freak accident that leaves her much more successful friend and author dead, June manages to steal the notes for Athena’s never-before-seen book concept and publishes it as her own. June is one of the most unlikable, morally-gray main characters I’ve encountered in I don’t know how long. The motive behind every decision she makes has so many layers to it. She’s so flawed and complex, but through stories of her own, we also learn her late friend Athena wasn’t a saint either. The story manages to touch on racism, plagiarism, the dark side of the publishing industry, dealing with internet trolls, and more. I was on the edge of my seat the entire time and wracked with a light anxiety that coated every page. All of the awards to R.F. Kuang because this book was thrilling while maintaining a realistic quality to it that unapologetically pulled me in. If you haven’t read this one yet, I highly recommend picking it up because you won’t find another book like it.

EXIT WEST by Mohsin Hamid

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: In a country teetering on the brink of civil war, two young people meet—sensual, fiercely independent Nadia and gentle, restrained Saeed. They embark on a furtive love affair and are soon cloistered in a premature intimacy by the unrest roiling their city. When it explodes, turning familiar streets into a patchwork of checkpoints and bomb blasts, they begin to hear whispers about doors—doors that can whisk people far away, if perilously and for a price. As the violence escalates, Nadia and Saeed decide that they no longer have a choice. Leaving their homeland and their old lives behind, they find a door and step through.

My Thoughts: This was my book club book for the month and although I have a physical copy, I decided to opt for the audiobook (to no one’s surprise). It was only 5-hours long which was great, but I didn’t LOVE the author as the narrator of this book mainly because he tended to be a little monotone. Whether that was for dramatic effect or just his natural reading voice, who’s to say? It’s not that he did a terrible job or anything. Besides, his writing was phenomenal. I think the way he portrayed the struggles and adversity people face when fleeing from their country due to war or unlivable circumstances. The desperation to find normalcy and safety in their new day-to-day was so real. I could feel it in my bones how badly I just wanted the main characters to land in a place they could call their new home. This book was super eye-opening and I highly recommend reading it if you’re trying to get a better understanding of what it’s like to flee the only home you’ve ever known.

SPITTING GOLD by Carmella Lowkis

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: Paris, 1866. When Baroness Sylvie Devereux receives a house call from Charlotte Mothe, the sister she disowned, she fears her shady past as a spirit medium has caught up with her. But with their father ill and Charlotte unable to pay his bills, Sylvie is persuaded into one last con. Their marks are the de Jacquinots: dysfunctional aristocrats who believe they are haunted by their great aunt, brutally murdered during the French Revolution. The scheme underway, the sisters deploy every trick to terrify the family out of their gold. But when inexplicable horrors start to happen to them too, the duo question whether they really are at the mercy of a vengeful spirit. And what other deep, dark secrets may come to light?

My Thoughts: Okay I thoroughly enjoyed this audiobook. It follows two sisters, Sylvie and Charlotte, who offer their services to people as spiritual mediums to help families connect with their departed loved ones. The only catch is that they’re complete frauds, and they know every trick in the book to make their ~spiritual connections~ convincing. The book is split into two halves with Sylvie’s point of view being first. She left her family’s fraudulent practice after she married a baron who helped cover up her scandalous past. However, when Charlotte shows up on Sylvie’s doorstep begging for her help to do one more job, Sylvie finds herself agreeing. As the sisters get deeper into this last family, things start getting really weird and even Sylvie is wondering if there isn’t a presence tormenting people in this family. The second half of the book is from Charlotte’s point of view and sheds new light on the plot. It was interesting to see how differently everything played out by the end because it was nothing like I expected. I can’t say I LOVED either sister because they both had their secrets and faults, but I was thoroughly invested in this storyline and thought it was a great book for it being the author’s debut. Definitely give it a try if it’s been on your radar or if you like a mystery that has some dark, gothic undertones.

QUEEN OF THIEVES by Beezy Marsh

Rating: 2/5 stars

Summary: An electrifying historical adventure about a ring of bold and resourceful women thieves in post-World War II London. Gangland was a man's world. Or so they thought. The women knew different. London, 1946 . The city struggles to rebuild itself after the devastation of the Blitz. Food is rationed, good jobs are scarce, and even the most honest families are forced to take a bit of "crooked" just to survive. Alice Diamond, the Queen of Thieves, rules over her all-female gang with a bejeweled fist. Her "hoisters" are expert shoplifters, the scourge of London's upscale boutiques and department stores. Their lucrative business stealing and fencing luxury goods always carries the threat of violence; Alice packs a razor, and has been known to use her heavy rows of diamond rings like brass knuckles. Young Nell is a teenager from the slums, hiding a secret pregnancy and facing a desperately uncertain future when Alice takes her under her wing. Before long, Nell is experiencing all the dangers -- and glamourous trappings -- that come with this underworld existence. Alice wants Nell to be a useful weapon in her ongoing war against crime boss Billy Sullivan's gang of rival thieves. But Nell has a hidden agenda of her own, and is not to be underestimated. The more she is manipulated by both Alice and Billy, the more her hunger for revenge grows. As Nell embraces the rich spoils of crime and the seedy underbelly of London, will she manage to carve out her own path to power and riches? Might she even crown herself the Queen of Thieves?

My Thoughts: I don’t know how this author wrote a whole ass book only using characters that are incredibly unlikable, but she did it lol. I will say, although I own a physical copy, I opted for the audiobook and I’m glad I did. That narrator put her WHOLE heart into this story. She made it feel like I was watching a play vs. listening to an audiobook. Like every tactic she learned in theater school as a voice actor was FULLY utilized in the various character accents, and she was the sole source of motivation to finish this book. I honestly don’t know if I would’ve finished it had I read it to myself. Mostly because, as I mentioned, all of these characters are so unlikable lol. They’re so self-absorbed. Even Nell, who I wanted to cheer for because she’s the underdog in this story, was so annoying. It was a lot of the same where Nell got used by either the 40 Thieves or by the mob boss of SoHo, and any slight rebellion was received with consequences. Also, as a trigger warning, there was quite a bit of sexual assault in this book. To the point of where I was getting really uncomfortable with how many times it was happening and then the book would just move on from it. I get that it was to emphasize the misogyny during this period of time, but it left a bad taste in my mouth. The ending and climax of the story happened very quickly and abruptly, so it felt like I almost missed it lol. So in conclusion, I do not recommend this book lol, but the narrator deserves all the awards.

INFINITE COUNTRY by Patricia Engel

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: At the dawn of the new millennium, Colombia is a country devastated by half a century of violence. Elena and Mauro are teenagers when they meet, their blooming love an antidote to the mounting brutality of life in Bogotá. Once their first daughter is born, and facing grim economic prospects, they set their sights on the United States. They travel to Houston and send wages back to Elena’s mother, all the while weighing whether to risk overstaying their tourist visas or to return to Bogotá. As their family expands, and they move again and again, their decision to ignore their exit dates plunges the young family into the precariousness of undocumented status, the threat of discovery menacing a life already strained. When Mauro is deported, Elena, now tasked with caring for their three small children, makes a difficult choice that will ease her burdens but splinter the family even further.

My Thoughts: Another shorty, but a goodie. This audiobook was about 5 hours and I was truly sucked into every minute of it. The book mainly switches between the present where Talia, the youngest daughter of this Colombian family, has escaped from a girls’ correctional facility, and the past when her parents, Elena and Mauro, emigrate to the United States where they struggle to create a better life for themselves and stay under the radar to avoid deportation. Although in much smaller doses, you also get the perspective of Talia’s older siblings who are both living in the United States with their mother. The brother is a U.S. citizen while the oldest sister is undocumented and much more vigilant about staying out of the government’s eye. There was such hope and heartbreak written throughout these pages. The author had a frankness to her writing that didn’t have to be overly emotional for you to feel the pain of this family who has been torn apart while trying to build a better life for themselves. I think this book is such a powerful, empathetic example of what people go through trying to build a better life for themselves in the U.S. and I highly recommend giving it a read.

A SHORT WALK THROUGH A WIDE WORLD by Douglas Westerbeke

Rating: 3.5/5 stars

Summary: Paris, 1885: Aubry Tourvel, a spoiled and stubborn nine-year-old girl, comes across a wooden puzzle ball on her walk home from school. She tosses it over the fence, only to find it in her backpack that evening. Days later, at the family dinner table, she starts to bleed to death. When medical treatment only makes her worse, she flees to the outskirts of the city, where she realizes that it is this very act of movement that keeps her alive. So begins her lifelong journey on the run from her condition, which won’t allow her to stay anywhere for longer than a few days nor return to a place where she’s already been. From the scorched dunes of the Calashino Sand Sea to the snow-packed peaks of the Himalayas; from a bottomless well in a Parisian courtyard, to the shelves of an infinite underground library, we follow Aubry as she learns what it takes to survive and ultimately, to truly live. But the longer Aubry wanders and the more desperate she is to share her life with others, the clearer it becomes that the world she travels through may not be quite the same as everyone else’s...

My Thoughts: I got this audiobook through Book of the Month and was pleased to discover that Saskia Maarleveld is the narrator. I don’t know if I would’ve been as drawn into the story had I read a physical copy, but the audiobook was easy to get into. The story follows Aubry Tourvel, a French woman who hasn’t been able to stay in the same place for more than three days since she was nine-years-old. She also can never return to a place she’s already been. If she does, she becomes severely ill within seconds and runs the risk of dying a gruesome death. Although this is a lonely way of living, Aubry manages to create deeper connections with people everywhere she travels. I really enjoyed her as the main character. She had a childlike curiosity that made people gravitate towards her everywhere she went. As she travels the world, she learns something new about herself and her mysterious illness that has no cure. Never being able to stay in one place was exhausting, but I admired Aubry’s will to make the best of it until she could find a place to call home. The writing was vividly descriptive and truly brought every adventure in this book to life. I will say, the ending was really unexpected and I’m still not sure if I’m totally satisfied with it, but I also don’t know how else I would’ve preferred this story to end. Overall, I really enjoyed this book and recommend it if you’re looking for something a little different.

INK BLOOD SISTER SCRIBE by Emma Törzs

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: For generations, the Kalotay family has guarded a collection of ancient and rare books. Books that let a person walk through walls or manipulate the elements--books of magic that half-sisters Joanna and Esther have been raised to revere and protect. All magic comes with a price, though, and for years the sisters have been separated. Esther has fled to a remote base in Antarctica to escape the fate that killed her own mother, and Joanna's isolated herself in their family home in Vermont, devoting her life to the study of these cherished volumes. But after their father dies suddenly while reading a book Joanna has never seen before, the sisters must reunite to preserve their family legacy. In the process, they'll uncover a world of magic far bigger and more dangerous than they ever imagined, and all the secrets their parents kept hidden; secrets that span centuries, continents, and even other libraries . . .

My Thoughts: Y’ALL. I freaking loved this book. I don’t know what it was, but the plot was so dynamic, the characters were so unique and likable; I just thoroughly enjoyed it. The story follows two sisters, Esther and Joanna. They grew up with a father who collected magical books that allowed people to manipulate the elements. Both sworn to protecting these books, each sister finds herself in a very different situation. Esther hasn’t been able to stay in one place for more than a year ever since she turned 18. Whereas Joanna still lives at their childhood home as the main protector of the collection after their father recently passed from an accident with a book that emanates dark magic. After Esther decides to stay where she is this time, it’s clear someone has been tracking her and will do anything to kill her although she doesn’t know why because her sister is the one who can sense the magical books. Esther has never shown any magical abilities at all. Meanwhile, there’s a third main character whose storyline starts to intertwine with the sisters and secrets that have been kept hidden for YEARS finally come to light. I was absolutely obsessed with this book and got excited every time I started listening to it again. Although I’m sad this book is a standalone, I would definitely reread it in the future. If you’re looking for something fantastical with a phenomenal storyline and incredible characters, I highly recommend picking this one up.

THE WOMAN IN ME by Britney Spears

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: In June 2021, the whole world was listening as Britney Spears spoke in open court. The impact of sharing her voice—her truth—was undeniable, and it changed the course of her life and the lives of countless others. The Woman in Me reveals for the first time her incredible journey—and the strength at the core of one of the greatest performers in pop music history. Written with remarkable candor and humor, Spears’s groundbreaking book illuminates the enduring power of music and love—and the importance of a woman telling her own story, on her own terms, at last.

My Thoughts: Y’all know I’m a big fan of celebrity memoirs and I’ve had Britney’s on my radar for a while now. Sadly, B doesn’t read the book, but she does read the introduction. That said, although I didn’t get to hear the book from her voice, it didn’t take away from the experience. Similar to what we’ve seen in other memoirs from celebrities who grew up and came into fame during the 90s and early 2000s, Britney’s experience was not easy. She was objectified and sexualized from a young age, was incessantly followed by the media during some of her most formative years as a celebrity, and had some not-so-great relationships along the way. The conservatorship part of her story is absolutely WILD. Her family was manipulative, saw that she was paying all of their bills, and needed a way to control her as their “cash cow.” They used her kids as pawns to keep her under their thumb and for YEARS she didn’t know she could find her own lawyer to represent her through all of this. This memoir was super eye opening to see Britney’s side of all the media stories we’ve seen over the years trashing her reputation. I highly recommend giving it a read if you’ve had interest in it.

AKATA WITCH by Nnedi Okorafor

Rating: 3.5/5 stars

Summary: Born in New York, but living in Aba, Nigeria, twelve-year old Sunny is understandably a little lost. She is albino and thus, incredibly sensitive to the sun. All Sunny wants to do is be able to play football and get through another day of school without being bullied. But once she befriends Orlu and Chichi, Sunny is plunged into the world of the Leopard People, where your worst defect becomes your greatest asset. Together, Sunny, Orlu, Chichi and Sasha form the youngest ever Oha Coven. Their mission is to track down Black Hat Otokoto, the man responsible for kidnapping and maiming children. Will Sunny be able to overcome the killer with powers stronger than her own, or will the future she saw in the flames become reality?

My Thoughts: Per usual, although I own a physical copy of this book, I decided to listen to the audiobook and am really glad I did. There are a few languages included in this book that are spoken in Nigeria and I think having the narrator accurately pronouncing things made the story so much more immersive. The book follows Sunny, a twelve-year-old girl who moved from New York to Nigeria with her family when she was nine. She doesn’t have many friends at school and kids don’t make it easy for her to fit in because she’s albino. As soon as she befriends some neighborhood kids, Orlu and Chichi, Sunny is introduced to the world of Leopard People. Their friend group is put to the test with their juju skills and is eventually recruited to help track down a man they call Black Hat. He’s been kidnapping and killing children to access their powers. I really enjoyed this story overall. Some parts of it definitely could’ve been shorter and I kept getting confused as to what audience this book was trying to relate to. For example, there is an innocent, cheesy quality to it as Sunny and her friend start making a name for themselves within the Leopard community. They try to show off and make themselves look cool, and I just felt kind of removed from that aspect of this story. Additionally, one of the characters keeps dropping F-bombs and swear words, and I was confused as to why those were so frequent in a YA fantasy. Otherwise, I liked it well enough. The plot also leaves you on a cliffhanger at the end, but I’m not sure if I’ll continue on to the second book or not. That said, if you’re looking for a fantasy based on African folklore, I highly recommend this book!

Okiee that’s it for June.

I hope everyone’s summer is going well so far! I have a couple of weekend trips coming up in July and August that I’m super excited for, and hopefully might be able to get me back into the swing of reading physical books lol.

If you haven’t tried it yet, I highly recommend getting Hoopla and following the process I explained above. Especially if you’re into audiobooks or ebooks.

Cheers to the second half of 2024!

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