October 2022 Reads

This was a slower reading month for me, y’all. 

October came out swinging this year. I feel like it was a really long month that also went by in like 2 seconds lol. Between work and everything else going on, I just wasn’t always in the mood to read and couldn’t figure out which books I was in the mood for. I really was trying to read some mystery/thrillers, but ended up taking a quick right to one of my comfort genres - romance. So I didn’t get through as many books as usual this month, but I think it was still a solid month for reading. 

Anyway, on a random note, I also cut seven inches off my hair this month and ya girl feels LIBERATED. Highly recommend giving it a try lol.

That’s about it.

Let’s get into everything I read in October!

*All summaries are taken/paraphrased from Goodreads.

A screenshot of the audiobook cover for The Whisper Man by Alex North in the Libby app. The cover shows a black handprint in the shape of a butterfly on a white background.

The Whisper Man by Alex North

THE WHISPER MAN by Alex North

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: After the sudden death of his wife, Tom Kennedy believes a fresh start will help him and his young son Jake heal. A new beginning, a new house, a new town: Featherbank. But Featherbank has a dark past. Twenty years ago, a serial killer adbducted and murdered five residents. Until Frank Carter was finally caught, he was nicknamed “The Whisper Man,” for he would lure his victims out by whispering at their windows at night. Just as Tom and Jake settle into their new home, a young boy vanishes. His disappearance bears an unnerving resemblance to Frank Carter’s crimes, reigniting old rumors that he preyed with an accomplice. Now, detectives Amanda Beck and Pete Willis must find the boy before it is too late, even if that means Pete has to revisit his great foe in prison: The Whisper Man. And then Jake begins acting strangely. He hears a whispering at his window.

My Thoughts: This book has been on my peripherals for a while now because I always see people rate it really highly, but I’m also a bit scaredy lol. So when I saw the audiobook was available on Libby, I figured no better time than October to listen to something a little chilling. My friends, this book was creepy. Like I had to double check my locks a couple of times while listening to it lol. The start of the book was a little slow though, and I have to admit that I’m still not sure if I wasn’t listening closely enough and missed a key part of the beginning or what. Later in the story, there’s a plot point emphasized that made it seem like you should’ve picked up on this since the beginning (which is that hindsight feeling). However, I had zero memory of that plot point and the specific character it was highlighting lol. So I can’t confirm or deny if this was a “me” type of thing or a plot flaw, so if you read this let me know! I think the storyline in general was twisty and well thought out for sure. Basically, it was a pretty creepy story and I thought it served its purpose lol.  

A Court of Silver Flames by Sarah J Maas

A COURT OF SILVER FLAMES by Sarah J. Maas

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: Nesta Archeron has always been prickly-proud, swift to anger, and slow to forgive. And ever since being forced into the Cauldron and becoming High Fae against her will, she’s struggled to find a place for herself within the strange, deadly world she inhabits. Worse, she can’t seem to move past the horrors of the war with Hybern and all she lost in it. The one person who ignites her temper more than any other is Cassian, the battle-scarred warrior whose position in Rhysand and Feyre’s Night Court keeps him constantly in Nesta’s orbit. But her temper isn’t the only thing Cassian ignites. The fire between them is undeniable and only burns hotter as they are forced into close quarters with each other. Meanwhile, the treacherous human queens who returned to the Continent during the last war have forged a dangerous new alliance, threatening the fragile peace that has settled over the realms. And the key to halting them might very well rely on Cassian and Nesta facing their haunting pasts. Against the sweeping backdrop of a world seared by war and plagued with uncertainty, Nesta and Cassian battle monsters from within and without as they search for acceptance and healing in each other’s arms. 

My Thoughts: Okay y’all. I have to be honest that I have mixed feelings about this book because it’s usually as effortless as breathing to fall into the rhythm of SJM’s writing - especially with series like ACOTAR. However, I feel like she was trying to appease the reader a little bit too much due to the demand for more smut in her books, so there was a slight disconnect in her writing for me. I’m not knocking the smut she included in this story - y’all know I love some quality smut - but it felt mildly forced at times. The first half of this book was like 3-3.5 stars at best for me. Aside from the slight disconnect in her writing, it seemed as though SJM was trying to get her footing with the POV from these specific characters (Nesta and Cassian) and just kept trying new things until the tone felt right. The second half was easily 4-5 stars though depending on the part. The Blood Rite chapters?? AMAZING. Although, yes, I loved watching Cassian’s and Nesta’s relationship grow, I think the bigger themes of found family/love through friendship sold me on this story. The emotional depth Nesta discovered with Gwyn and Emerie and the character development she experienced after befriending them was everything I wanted for her from the start. Girl Power, amiright? The writing in general smoothed out towards the second half of the book which also made the smutty scenes feel more natural. All in all, I ended the book feeling 4 stars about it. I’m honestly just looking forward to a book about Elaine, Lucien, and Azriel, so here’s to hoping that’s next on SJM’s agenda!

My hand holds a Kindle Paperwhite with the black and white cover of A Good Girl's Guide to Murder by Holly Jackson on the screen. The cover shows torn pieces of paper and string on a white background.

A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder by Holly Jackson

A GOOD GIRL’S GUIDE TO MURDER by Holly Jackson

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: The case is closed. Five years ago, schoolgirl Andie Bell was murdered by Sal Singh. The police know he did it. Everyone in town knows he did it. But having grown up in the same small town that was consumed by the murder, Pippa Fitz-Amobi isn’t so sure. When she chooses the case as the topic for her final year project, she starts to uncover secrets that someone in town desperately wants to stay hidden. And if the real killer is still out there, how far will they go to keep Pip from the truth?

My Thoughts: This book has been on my radar for a while and I’ve only ever heard great things about it, so I was eager to dive in. The beginning of this story is kind of a slow burn as the author not only sets you up for what’s to come, but dives into where these characters have been. The format helped the pacing, though, as it bounced between Pip’s written report on her investigation and real time happenings in her life. I loved how incredibly relatable Pip was, and the passion she has for this capstone project instantly sucked me into her investigation. Right away, her character showed through the pages as she approached Ravi, the brother of deceased alleged murderer Sal, with such compassion when everyone else in town treated his family like the plague. Her kindness caught him by surprise, but he instantly joined her search for the real killer to clear his brother’s name. Their friendship ended up being a bright light in this otherwise dark endeavor. The first part of this storyline that made me GASP is what happens to a character named Barney - I don’t want to give anything away, so I won’t go into detail, but fak that shot me in the heart. The plot twists in this book really hit when you least expect them and I could not for the life of me even try to guess who really killed Andie Bell. As I said before, the beginning of the book is a little bit of a slow burn, but by the end of it, we were SPEEDING through these pages. I highly recommend picking this up if you’re looking for a good murder mystery to get lost in that isn’t too gruesome.

My hand is holding a paperback copy of It Starts With Us by Colleen Hoover in front of a white door. The cover is beige and shows crushed pink flowers on it with a darker pink font.

It Ends With Us by Colleen Hoover

IT ENDS WITH US by Colleen Hoover (REREAD)

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: Sometimes it’s the one who loves you that hurts you the most. Lily hasn’t always had it easy, but that’s never stopped her from working hard for the life she wants. She’s come a long way from the small town in Maine where she grew up - she graduated from college, moved to Boston, and started her own business. So when she feels a spark with a gorgeous neurosurgeon named Ryle Kincaid, everything in Lily’s life suddenly seems almost too good to be true. Ryle is assertive, stubborn, maybe even a little arrogant. He’s also sensitive, brilliant, and has a total soft spot for Lily. And the way he looks in scrubs certainly doesn’t hurt. Lily can’t get him out of her head. But Ryle’s complete aversion to relationships is disturbing. Even as Lily finds herself becoming the exception to his “no dating” rule, she can’t help but wonder what made him that way in the first place. As questions about her new relationship overwhelm her, so do the thoughts of Atlas Corrigan - her first love and a link to the past she left behind. He was her kindred spirit, her protector. When Atlas suddenly reappears, everything Lily has built with Ryle is threatened.

My Thoughts: Okay, so I binge-read this book back in 2019 and remembered absolutely NOTHING about it lol. However, It Starts With Us came out on October 18th, so I wanted to quickly reread this one before I dove into its follow up book which includes Atlas’s point of view. The last time I read this CoHo novel, I gave it five stars, and after reading it a second time, nothing has changed. Colleen Hoover has a way of articulating emotions on such a deep level that you can’t help but connect with the words. All while keeping it simplistic enough that you can easily empathize with the feelings each character is experiencing. The anguish, sorrow, grief, and sadness Lily felt after Ryle showed his true colors really hit my core, and although I wanted to hate Ryle, I couldn’t. Specifically because of Lily’s perspective as she processes this unexpected situation and sees how much his actions are hurting him too. It’s like you don’t know what you would do if you were in her shoes unless you’ve gone through something similar - which I think is one of the bigger messages of this book. Atlas, of course, had my heart in a chokehold from the beginning. I adored how gentle, yet protective he was over Lily in every stage of their lives. He gives her space and patience to sort through the recent messes of her life before he tries to pursue anything with her, and I just really respected that. Overall, this book sucked me in a second time just as easily as it did the first, and I definitely recommend giving it a try if you haven’t. Just please check trigger warnings because this story is based around domestic violence. 

My hand is holding a paperback copy of It Starts With Us by Colleen Hoover over a patterned rug. The cover is mostly blue to look like water with four white flowers on it. The font is a dark blue.

It Starts With Us by Colleen Hoover

IT STARTS WITH US by Colleen Hoover

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: Lily and her ex-husband, Ryle, have just settled into a civil coparenting rhythm when she suddenly bumps into her first love, Atlas, again. After nearly two years separated, she is elated that for once, time is on their side, and she immediately says yes when Atlas asks her on a date. But her excitement is quickly hampered by the knowledge that, though they are no longer married, Ryle is still very much a part of her life - and Atlas Corrigan is the one man he will hate being in his ex-wife and daughter’s life. Switching between the perspectives of Lily and Atlas, It Starts With Us picks up right where the epilogue for It Ends with Us left off. Revealing more about Atlas’s past and following Lily as she embraces a second chance at true love while navigating a jealous ex-husband.

My Thoughts: One word: obsessed. This book picks up right where the epilogue left off in the last book and I could not read it quickly enough. Just the fact that it flips between Lily’s and Atlas’s POVs made me addicted because we only had Lily’s perspective in IEWU. So this time around, we got to see how everything happening is affecting both of them. We also get to know Atlas so much better as we’re finally given information about his past that we only got a taste of initially. If Atlas isn’t the definition of a book boyfriend, I don’t know who is. He’s kind, caring, compassionate, patient, and the instant protectiveness he feels over a younger brother he never knew he had was so incredibly heartwarming. Also, how he handles everything during a confrontation with Ryle is *chef’s kiss.* We love a mature, emotionally-developed man, do we not? Don’t even get me STARTED on all of the letters he writes to Lily in this book… I was a puddle of SWOON. I loved that Lily’s character development was evident compared to IEWU, while the overall essence of who she is as a person never changed. She’s such a likable character in general, but it’s clear enough how her previous experiences have affected her. I need to give a shoutout to some of the new and returning side characters including Josh, Theo, Marshall, and of course, Allyssa. They all add such tenderness to the storyline as well as comedic relief when necessary. There’s a lot of Finding Nemo jokes in here that had me laughing every time (IYKYK). This book was not as emotionally wringing as It Ends with Us, but I think that was exactly what I needed. We experienced a lot of grief and pain through Lily and Atlas’s story in the previous book whereas this sequel just OOZED hope and love. Honestly, if you read and loved the first book then I don’t see how It Starts with Us could possibly let you down. <3

A screenshot of the audiobook cover for The Rose Code by Kate Quinn in the Libby app. The cover is mostly yellow with a woman in the center facing away from us. She's wearing a pink dress and has brown hair.

The Rose Code by Kate Quinn

THE ROSE CODE by Kate Quinn

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: 1940. As England prepares to fight the Nazis, three very different women answer the call to mysterious country estate Bletchley Park, where the best minds in Britain train to break German military codes. Vivacious debutante Osla is the girl who has everything - beauty, wealth, and the dashing Prince Philip of Greece sending her roses - but she burns to prove herself as more than a society girl, and puts her fluent German to use as a translator of decoded enemy secrets. Imperious self-made Mab, product of East-End London poverty, works the legendary code-breaking machines as she conceals old wounds and looks for a socially advantageous husband. Both Mab and Osla are quick to see the potential in local village spinster Beth, whose shyness conceals a brilliant facility with puzzles, and soon Beth spreads her wings as one of the Park’s few female cryptanalysts. But war, loss, and impossible pressure of secrecy will tear the three apart. 1947. As the royal wedding of Princess Elizabeth and Prince Philip whips post-war Britain into a fever, three friends-turned-enemies are reunited by a mysterious encrypted letter - the key to which lies buried in the long-ago betrayal that destroyed their friendship and left one of them confined to an asylum. A mysterious traitor has emerged from the shadows of their Bletchley Park past, and now Osla, Mab, and Beth must resurrect their old alliance and crack one last code together. But each petal they remove from the rose code brings danger - and their true enemy - closer…

My Thoughts: Hands down, this is one of my top three favorite historical fiction books that I’ve read this year. Kate Quinn really delivers with her writing and I am yet to be disappointed. I listened to this book on Libby and the narrator does a phenomenal job giving each individual character a distinctly different voice which makes it easy to fall into it. Not to mention, I was instantly obsessed with Osla, Mab, and Beth. Each of them individually are a force to be reckoned with, and I loved the found family storyline surrounding the friendship they developed. Kate Quinn always writes strong female MCs and we (clap) are (clap) here (clap) FOR IT. The plotline was also just a freaking work of art. I remember getting 50% of the way through the audiobook and thinking holy shit, SO MUCH has already happened. What else could possibly be coming in the next half that could match everything we just went through? Well, my friends. I quickly learned never to underestimate KQ. You have GOT to make sure you read (or listen to) the author’s note at the back of the book as well because she talks about the research that went into this book, and it is incredible how much she made historically accurate. Like I was in awe. Anyway, if you can’t already tell, I think you should read this book lol.

My hand is holding a Kindle Paperwhite with the cover of Confess by Colleen Hoover on the screen. The cover is black and white and shows paint drips over the word "Confess."

Confess by Colleen Hoover

CONFESS by Colleen Hoover

Rating: 3/5 stars

Summary: Auburn Reed is determined to rebuild her shattered life and she has no room for mistakes. But when she walks into a Dallas art studio in search of a job, she doesn’t expect to become deeply attracted to the studio’s enigmatic artist, Owen Gentry. For once, Auburn takes a chance and puts her heart in control, only to discover that Owen is hiding a huge secret. The magnitude of his past threatens to destroy everything Auburn loves most, and the only way to get her life back on track is to cut Owen out of it - but can she do it?

My Thoughts: THAT PROLOGUE THO. CoHo came out SWINGING in this book and landed a one-two punch right in my feels within literally the first 10 pages. If you’ve read any of her other YA romances, this book had the quintessential CoHo writing style. It was easy to get immersed into the story and the way she strokes your emotions throughout felt so familiar. That said though, the plot of this specific book was obviously imaginative, but it was not completely hole-free. For example, there’s a catalyst moment towards the end of the book and I know it was supposed to feel impactful to the overall story, but it kind of felt more improvisational. Also, this specific moment was an INCREDIBLY convenient solution to the problem of the main characters, but like it was NEVER mentioned before. So it fell a little flat for me. Auburn and Owen were good characters for this story, but I didn’t love either of them. They were fine and likable for the most part, but there wasn’t anything significant about their personalities that made me grow super connected. Overall, this was a good book, but it didn’t blow me away.

My hand is holding a Kindle Paperwhite with the cover of The American Roommate Experiment by Elena Armas on the screen. The cover shows an illustrated man and woman and I heart New York hats.

The American Roommate Experiment by Elena Armas

THE AMERICAN ROOMMATE EXPERIMENT by Elena Armas

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: Rosie Graham has a problem. A few, actually. She just quit her well paid job to focus on her secret career as a romance writer. She hasn’t told her family and now has terrible writer’s block. Then, the ceiling of her New York apartment literally crumbles on her. Luckily she has her best friend Lina’s spare key while she’s out of town. But Rosie doesn’t know that Lina has already lent her apartment to her cousin Lucas, who Rosie has been stalking - for lack of a better word - on Instagram for the last few months. Lucas seems intent on coming to her rescue like a Spanish knight in shining armor. Only this one strolls around the place in a towel, has a distracting grin, and an irresistible accent. Oh, and he cooks. Lucas offers to let Rosie stay with him, at least until she can find some affordable temporary housing. And then he proposes an outrageous experience to bring back her literary muse and meet her deadline: He’ll take her on a series of experimental dates meant to jump-start her romantic inspiration. Rosie has nothing to lose. Her silly, online crush is totally under control - but Lucas’s time in New York has an expiration date, and six weeks may not be enough, for either her or her deadline. 

My Thoughts: Okay, so I remembered nothing about Spanish Love Deception before reading this book, and although I really couldn’t remember who these characters were in that book, I followed along just fine. Meaning you probably could read this as a standalone book if you really didn’t want to read Spanish Love Deception first. Anywho, this book was super cute. It was kind of a rocky start for me because I was mildly annoyed with the “omg I social media stalked you because I have a crush” storyline the book was trying to give at first. Then once that wasn’t such a huge focus, it got better. To get this out of the way, I was OBSESSED with Lucas lol. We LOVE an “acts of service” king, do we not? He was out here cooking for Rosie, taking care of her during writing streaks, helping her get her mojo back AND looking super fine. Swoon, my friends. Also, as much as I love a fake dating trope, my other small beef with this book is the fact that they leaned so far into the “oh I have to remember this is just an experiment and not real life” storyline that I couldn’t help but notice every time it came up. Overall though, this was a super cute story and I liked it! So if you’ve read Spanish Love Deception, I think you’d enjoy continuing onto this book. 

My hand is holding a Kindle Paperwhite with the cover of Faking With Benefits by Lily Gold on the screen. The cover shows three illustrated men and one woman placed around the title. There are two illustrated roses above and below them.

Faking With Benefits by Lily Gold

FAKING WITH BENEFITS by Lily Gold

Rating: 3.75/5 stars

Summary: WANTED: Three fake boyfriends. Must be tall, ripped, and willing to teach me how to kiss. My name is Layla Thompson and I am undateable. Seriously. I’m 28 and have never had a boyfriend. And with my thirties rapidly approaching, I’m starting to lose patience. Lucky for me, I have three overprotective best friends who are all-too-eager to help hone my dating skills. There’s Zack, the huge rugby player with the cheeky grin and rippling biceps. Josh, the boy-next-door with the sculpted jaw and calculating stare. And Luke, the silver-haired divorcee… who also happens to be my old professor. After a bad date leaves me crying on their shoulders, the three men are determined to help me find a guy. Together, they agree to be my “practice boyfriends,” and come up with a lesson plan packed with fake dates, make out sessions, and classes on flirty texting. In return, I just have to make an appearance on their relationship advice podcast once a week. Easy. But as the lessons become more and more intense, we soon find ourselves getting in too deep. Every butterfly-inducing touch lingers a little too long, and every molten kiss ends in fireworks. It’s not long before I realize their friendship isn’t enough for me anymore. I want more. The guys have been teaching me how to get a boyfriend, and now it’s time I put their lessons to the test. Three times over.

My Thoughts: Imma be really honest here. This book is not for my sweet pearl clutchers who love a “fade to black” moment when things start getting steamy in a romance novel. I wouldn’t even say this is for my beginner smut enthusiasts. This book, my dear friends, is for the seasoned smut fans who have read some really raunchy shit before and then proceeded to peruse through Kindle Unlimited for more directly after lol. It was SPICY. Not just spicy though, reverse harem spicy. So take that in stride going into this. I will also say, I could not decide for probably the first 50 pages whether or not I liked the author’s writing style. It felt very erratic to me. Once the plot kicked in though and the characters’ true forms came to life, I think I got too distracted by the actual story to notice the writing patterns anymore lol. This was a super cute book! You just can’t go into it hoping for a romantic tale about a monogamous, one-bed relationship because that’s nooot what you’re gonna find here. Don’t be fooled by the cute illustrated cover. Anywho, all in all, I definitely enjoyed this and am interested in reading some of Lily Gold’s other books. Also Josh was my favorite guy lol. 

All righty! That’s it for October.

No telling where my reading mood will be come November, but I’m hoping I can incorporate some holiday-themed books because tis the szn. Yanno?

Okay cool. :)

2022 Book Count: 168

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YOUR TURN! What’s your favorite holiday-themed book?

January 2022 Reads

Happy belated New Year, y’all!

The new year means a new reading goal, and I have to be honest, I already modified mine.

Last year I read 125 books, right? So, my initial thought was to up the ante right out of the gate and set my 2022 Goodreads Reading Challenge goal to 140. Which is pretty audacious, I must admit lol. 

Then I started talking to a friend who said she knows she’s planning to read some thicc bois this year (my words, not hers lol), and because of that, decided to set her goal a little lower to start and then will increase it as the year goes on, if necessary.

Since I already read a 725 page book this year, and am planning on reading a few more that are at least 500+ pages, I modified my 2022 reading goal to 100 books.

But, hey! Whether your 2022 reading goal is 100, 52, 12, or literally just one book, you are doing amazing and can call yourself a reader!

Now, without further adieu, let’s get into what I read in January.

*All summaries are taken or paraphrased from Goodreads.

City of Fallen Angels by Cassandra Clare

CITY OF FALLEN ANGELS by Cassandra Clare

Rating: 3.8/5 stars

Summary: The Mortal War is over, and 16-year-old Clary Fray is back home in New York, excited about all the possibilities before her. She’s training to become a Shadowhunter and to use her unique power. Her mother is getting married to the love of her life. Downworlders and Shadowhuners are at peace at last. And she can finally call Jace her boyfriend. But nothing comes without a price. Someone is murdering Shadowhunters, provoking tensions between Downworlders and Shadowhunters that could lead to a second, bloody war. Clary’s best friend, Simon, can’t help her - his mother just found out he’s a vampire, and now he’s homeless. When Jace begins to pull away from her without explaining why, Clary is forced to delve into the heart of a mystery whose solution reveals her worst nightmare: she herself has set in motion a terrible chain of events that could lead her to losing everything she loves. Even Jace. 

My Thoughts: This is Simon’s redemption book and you cannot convince me otherwise. Like I actually enjoyed his quick quips and untimely humor instead of being irrationally irritated with him a majority of the time as I was the last three books lol. Admittedly though, this book was probably the weakest so far in the series - which, in a series as strong and addicting as the Mortal Instruments, should not discount it at all. I just think that after the big ending of the third book, transitioning into the next great adventure for this Shadowhunter/vampire/werewolf/warlock crew of misfits was bound to stumble a little bit before it found its footing. You know? That said, I still thoroughly enjoyed this fourth installment and appreciated all of the new side characters and plotlines that were introduced because all of them added layers and depth to this YA fantasy. So, although I’ve seen a few reviews on Goodreads absolutely shitting on this book, I say you should continue on if you’ve made it this far into the series.

City of Lost Souls by Cassandra Clare

CITY OF LOST SOULS by Cassandra Clare

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: What price is too high to pay, even for love? When Jace and Clary meet again, Clary is horrified to discover that the demon Lilith’s magic has bound her beloved Jace together with her evil brother Sebastian, and that Jace has become a servant of evil. The Clave is out to destroy Sebastian, but there is no way to harm one boy without destroying the other. As Alec, Magnus, Simon, and Isabelle wheedle and bargain with Seelies, demons, and the merciless Iron Sisters to try to save Jace, Clary plays a dangerous game of her own. The price of losing is not just her own life, but Jace’s soul. She’s willing to do anything for Jace, but can she still trust him? Or is he truly lost?

My Thoughts: DAMN. MY BOY JACE CANNOT CATCH A BREAK. He’s been basically bound to Clary’s evil, weird brother, Sebastian, and plot twist: we can’t kill Sebastian without killing Jace too. So, this book was a whole slew of stressful situations. Specifically involving Clary doing some shit that makes you want to audibly scream, “KNOCK IT OFF, CLARY.” Homegirl just RUNS into danger and then figures out how to maneuver it later. I will say, there were parts in this story that made me second guess whether or not we could trust Sebastian. They had us in the first half, not gonna lie…lol ;). Anywho, aside from all that drama, I appreciated that we got to spend some decent page time with Isabelle and Simon, Alec and Magnus, and even a little more than usual with Maia and the new guy, Jordan. This book took some crazy turns, had various battles that made me clench my teeth, and multiple scenes that hit you RIGHT IN THE FEELS. Definitely pick up the fifth installment of the Mortal Instruments series if you’ve already made it this far.

The Midnight Library by Matt Haig

THE MIDNIGHT LIBRARY by Matt Haig

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: Between life and earth there is a library, and within that library, the shelves go on forever. Every book provides a chance to try another life you could have lived. To see how things would be if you had made other choices… Would you have done anything different, if you had the chance to undo your regrets? Nora Seed finds herself faced with this decision. Faced with the possibility of changing her life for a new one, following a different career, undoing old breakups, realizing her dreams of becoming a glaciologist; she must search within herself as she travels through the Midnight Library to decide what is truly fulfilling in life, and what makes it worth living in the first place.

My Thoughts: Wow this book was impactful. It was such a unique premise and really made me reflect on how I view regrets in life. I think it’s natural for most people to dwell on choices they made in the past and wonder how their lives might be different if they had only gone with the alternative. In this story, Nora gets to see how her life would have turned out if she had made a different decision about something specific through the Midnight Library. It was really fulfilling to vicariously see how her life would have turned out in all of the different “books” she visits because she realizes there’s positives and negatives to every life no matter what regret she was erasing. Understandably, some people will find this book depressing, but it helped that Nora was a likable character because I had an easier time walking through this experience with her. I know I’m definitely late to this book, but if you haven’t picked it up yet, I highly recommend you do! Content/Trigger Warnings: suicide, overdose, depression, alcoholism, cancer, drug abuse.

Finlay Donovan is Killing It by Elle Cosimano

FINLAY DONOVAN IS KILLING IT by Elle Cosimano

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: Finlay Donovan is killing it… except, she’s really not. A stressed-out single mom of two and struggling novelist, Finlay’s life is in chaos: The new book she promised her literary agent isn’t written; her ex-husband fired the nanny without telling her; and this morning she had to send her 4-year-old to school with hair duct-taped to her head after an accident with scissors. When Finlay is overheard discussing the plot of her new suspense novel with her agent over lunch, she’s mistaken for a contract killer and inadvertently accepts an offer to dispose of a problem in order to make ends meet. She soon discovers that crime in real life is a lot more difficult than its fictional counterpart, as she becomes tangled in a real-life murder investigation. 

My Thoughts: LOL. Why did I take so long to read this book?! It was a WILD ride to say the least, and I enjoyed every minute of it. Finlay is the perfect main character for this story, and I loved that she had an underdog energy about her because it made all of her W’s even more satisfying. That said though, I MUST give a shout out to a supporting character - Vero. Between her dry humor and matter-of-fact side comments, I could not stop chuckling. She definitely added another element to this unfathomable, comedic storyline. On a more serious note though, my heart was definitely racing at various points of this book, and the multiple plot twists constantly had me asking “whodunnit?” Overall, if you want something a little upbeat with a premise I’ve never encountered before, you’ve gotta pick this one up!

The Love Hypothesis by Ali Hazelwood

THE LOVE HYPOTHESIS by Ali Hazelwood

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: As a third-year Ph.D. candidate, Olive Smith doesn’t believe in lasting romantic relationships - but her friend does, and that’s what got into this situation. Convincing Anh that Olive is dating and well on her way to a happily ever after was always going to take more than hand - wavy Jedi mind tricks: Scientists require proof. So, like any self-respecting biologist, Olive panics and kisses the first man she sees. That man is none other than Adam Carlsen, a young hotshot professor - and well-known ass. Which is why Olive is positively floored when Standford’s reigning lab tyrant agrees to keep her charade a secret and be her fake boyfriend. But when a big science conference goes haywire, putting Olive’s career on the Bunsen burner, Adam surprises her again with his unyielding support and even more unyielding six-pack abs. Suddenly their little experiment feels dangerously close to combustion. And Olive discovers that the only thing more complicated than a hypothesis on love is putting her own heart under a microscope. 

My Thoughts: This was a bookstagram impulse buy and one I do not regret at all. I was INVESTED in this book. Y’all know I love a fake dating trope, but I love them even more when the main characters are both likable, quirky, and have amazing chemistry (pun intended). Olive and Adam were perfect for each other in all the ways that counted and it’s impossible not to root for them. Between bonding over their love of science, sharing quick-witted banter, and supporting each other through some difficult situations, I was absolutely SWOONING. Honestly? I laughed, I cried, I binged this book in a day. Needless to say, you MUST pick this one up.

What Storm What Thunder by Myriam J. A. Chancy

WHAT STORM, WHAT THUNDER by Myriam J. A. Chancy

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: At the end of a long, sweltering day, as markets and businesses begin to close for the evening, an earthquake of 7.0 magnitude shakes the capital of Haiti, Port-au-Prince. Myriam J. A. Chancy masterfully charts the inner lives of the characters affected by the disaster - Richard, an expat and wealthy water-bottling executive with a secret daughter; the secret daughter, Anne, an architect who drafts affordable housing structures for a global NGO; a small-time drug trafficker, Leopold, who pines for a beautiful girl; Sonia and her business partner, Dieudonne, who are followed by a man they believe is the vodou spirit of death; Didier, an emigrant musician who drives a taxi in Boston; Sara, a mother haunted by the ghosts of her children in an IDP camp; her husband, Olivier, an accountant forced to abandon the wife he loves; their son, Jonas, who haunts them both; and Ma Lou, the old woman selling produce in the market who remembers them all. Artfully weaving these lives, witness is given to the desolation wrecked by nature and man.

My Thoughts: This was a heartbreakingly beautiful historical fiction novel that follows different individuals who were affected by the 2010 earthquake in Haiti. All of the characters, though experiencing their own adversity after the destructive event, are connected in some way. I will say, this book is definitely a slower burn. Each chapter is the perspective of a new character where you learn what role they play in this community, their background, and how the earthquake affected them personally. Which means you have to get used to how each new person thinks, feels, and speaks. So, although it took a little more time to get into each person’s story, this format allowed me to develop a deeper connection with all of them individually. In addition to the characters, I appreciated learning more about Haiti, its culture, and how aid is provided after a natural disaster (spoiler: it’s not great.) If you’re looking for an impactful read that will help you gain perspective on a different country, this one is definitely worth picking up.

City of Heavenly Fire by Cassandra Clare

CITY OF HEAVENLY FIRE by Cassandra Clare

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: Sebastian Morgenstern is on the move, systematically turning Shadowhunter against Shadowhunter. Bearing the Infernal Cup, he transforms Shadowhunters into creatures out of nightmare, tearing apart families and lovers as the ranks of his Endarkened army swell. The embattled Shadowhunters withdraw to Idris - but not even the famed demon towers of Alicante can keep Sebastian at bay. And with the Nephilim trapped in Idris, who will guard the world against demons? When one of the greatest betrayals the Nephilim have ever know is revealed, Clary, Jace, Isabelle, Simon, and Alec must flee - even if their journey takes them deep into the demon realms, where no Shadowhunter has set foot before, and from which no human being has ever returned… 

My Thoughts: *Deep sigh* This was not just the final book of The Mortal Instruments series, this was a love note to all of the readers who became as invested as I did. Everything I could have wanted out of the ending to this adventurous tale was delivered in the most beautiful mix of ass-kicking scenes, heartbreaking moments, witty banter, gestures of hope, and more. There are some new characters introduced in this book that foreshadow the spin-off series (The Infernal Devices and The Dark Artifices), so there’s quite a few storylines to follow that all play into the bigger picture. However, because the format of this book is broken into different perspectives, I never found it overwhelming to keep up. Not to give anything away, but the ending is imperfectly perfect and I appreciate the author didn’t give us everything we wanted for the end of this series on a silver platter. If it isn’t obvious, I was a big fan of this book and an even bigger fan of The Mortal Instruments series overall. So go read it lol.

Ever After Always by Chloe Liese

EVER AFTER ALWAYS by Chloe Liese  

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: Aiden - I’ve spent 12 years loving Freya Bergman and 12 lifetimes won’t be enough to give her everything she deserves. She’s my passionate, tender-hearted wife, my best friend, and all I want is to make her happy. But the one thing that will make her happiest is the one thing I’m not sure I can give her: a baby. WIth the pressure of providing and planning for a family, my anxiety’s at an all-time high, and I find myself pulling away, terrified to tell my wife how I’m struggling. But when Freya kicks me out, I realize that pulling back has turned into pushing too far. Now it’s the fight of a lifetime to save our marriage. Freya - I love my cautious, hard-working husband. He’s my partner and best friend, the person I know I can count on most. Until one day I realize the man I married is nowhere to be found. Now Aiden is quiet and withdrawn, and as the months wear on, the pain of our growing distance becomes too much. As if weathering marriage counseling wasn’t enough, we’re thrown together for an island getaway to celebrate my parents’ many years of perfect marriage while ours is on the brink of collapse. Despite my meddling siblings and a week in each other’s constant company, this trip somehow gets us working through the trouble in paradise. I just can’t help worrying, when we leave paradise and return to the real world, will trouble find us again?

My Thoughts: This book was exactly what I needed right when I needed it. Tbh, after reading the first two books of the Bergman Brothers series, Aiden had become a character I wasn’t a huge fan of. He kind of gave off dickhead vibes. So I had low expectations going into this one, but am pleased to report, we turned that ship around. Aiden suffers from anxiety which I relate to, so I had a lot of empathy for his situation. Thus far, Freya has the badass big sister that everyone wishes they had, but I liked that we got to see the vulnerable side of her in this book because it gave her character more depth. Though their relationship is a roller coaster of emotions throughout this entire storyline, it was easy to buckle up for the ride and enjoy watching Aiden and Freya find their way back to each other. Needless to say, I definitely recommend it!

Reminders of Him by Colleen Hoover

REMINDERS OF HIM by Colleen Hoover

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: After serving 5 years in prison for a tragic mistake, Kenna Rowan returns to the town where it all went wrong, hoping to reunite with her 4-year-old daughter. But the bridges Kenna burned are proving impossible to rebuild. Everyone in her daughter’s life is determined to shut Kenna out, no matter how hard she works to prove herself. The only person who hasn’t closed the door on her completely is Ledger Ward, a local bar owner and one of the few remaining links to Kenna’s daughter. But if anyone were to discover how Ledger is slowly becoming an important part of Kenna’s life, both would risk losing the trust of everyone important to them. The two form a connection despite the pressure surrounding them, but as their romance grows, so does the risk. Kenna must find a way to absolve the mistakes of her past in order to build a future out of hope and healing. 

My Thoughts: CoHo does it again folks! Between her signature writing style and the addicting characters she always seems to nail, this book is one I’ll be thinking about months from now. I could literally feel the heartache and pain in my chest that Kenna went through in the past and continues to experience presently. Then there are the small nuggets of hope we pick up along the way that make it feel easier to breathe because it means Kenna’s future isn’t already solidified. Ledger’s character wasn’t my favorite at first, but slowly grew on me. He was stuck in such a tough position due to Kenna’s situation, so it was impossible not to feel for him as he worked through the frustration and confusion. Together, their connection was undeniable no matter how hard both Kenna and Ledger tried pushing each other and their feelings away. I was banging my head against a wall waiting for them to open their hearts enough to let the other person in. So, in conclusion: get ready to feel all the feels, my friends. All the feels. This is definitely a CoHo book you should pick up and quickly!

The Gilded Ones by Namina Forna

THE GILDED ONES by Namina Forna

Rating: 3.25/5 stars

Summary: Sixteen-year-old Deka lives in fear and anticipation of the blood ceremony that will determine whether she will become a member of her village. Already different from everyone else because of her unnatural intuition, Deka prays for red blood so she can finally feel like she belongs. But on the day of the ceremony, her blood runs gold, the color of impurity - and Deka knows she will face a consequence worse than death. Then a mysterious woman comes to her with a choice: stay in the village and submit to her fate, or leave to fight for the emperor in an army of girls just like her. They are called the alaki - near-immortals with rare gifts. And they are the only ones who can stop the empire’s greatest threat. Knowing the dangers that lie ahead yet yearning for acceptance, Deka decides to leave the only life she’s ever known. But as she journeys to the capital to rain for the biggest battle of her life, she will discover that the great walled city holds many surprises. Nothing and no one are quite what they seem to be - not even Deka herself. 

My Thoughts: This book has been hella hyped on Bookstagram, so I was excited to dive into it because y’all know I love a YA fantasy. Per usual, I went into this book not knowing what it was about, and the first part of it reminded me a lot of the book The Grace Year because they’re trying to figure out what girls of the village are “pure” and suitable for marriage. Then it quickly takes a turn where the girls who are considered “impure” are basically deemed demonic and either bloodlet for the gold in their blood or tortured as the village priests try to figure out how to kill them. However, Deka is saved by a woman who works for the emperor and is training other girls like her to form an army. Honestly, although this book had its strong points, it kind of felt like it only floated between two tones: an intense tone as Deka discovered her abilities during training and while fighting the deathshrieks and a lighter/dramatic tone as she tries to figure out more about her past while forging new relationships. I was never extremely invested in the story, and though Deka is an objectively strong character, I found it somewhat difficult to genuinely connect with her throughout the entirety of this experience. Overall, it was a good book, but it definitely wouldn’t be in my top YA fantasy recommendations. 

The Flat Share by Beth O’Leary

THE FLAT SHARE by Beth O’Leary 

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: Tiffy Moore needs a cheap flat, and fast. Leon Twomey works nights and needs cash. Their friends think they’re crazy, but it’s the perfect solution: Leon occupies the one-bed flat while Tiffy’s at work in the day, and she has the run of the place the rest of the time. But with obsessive ex-boyfriends, demanding clients at work, wrongly imprisoned brothers, and of course, the fact that they still haven’t met yet, they’re about to discover that if you want the perfect home you need to throw the rulebook out the window…

My Thoughts: This was freaking cute. Extremely predictable, but sometimes we need that in our lives, do we not? Tiffy is an incredibly eccentric character with an eclectic style and personality. She’s just the type of person who other people are drawn to because of her bright presence in any room and her ability to see good in everyone. Leon is a quiet giant teddy bear. He’s got the biggest heart and puts everyone’s needs ahead of his own. Basically after Tiffy moves in, she and Leon start leaving post-it notes for each other all over the place since they’re never home at the same time, and I kind of loved that that’s how their friendship blossomed. From there, I was just WAITING for them to cross paths to see how their fun chemistry translated from paper to in-person. There are a couple of darker plot lines woven into this story involving Tiffy’s ex-boyfriend and Leon’s brother, but overall this was a really fun read if you’re into British rom-coms. 

Lucky by Marissa Stapley

LUCKY by Marissa Stapley

Rating: 5/5 stars

Summary: Lucky Armstrong is a tough, talented grifter who has just pulled off a million-dollar heist with her boyfriend, Cary. She’s ready to start a brand-new life, with a new destiny - when things go sideways. Lucky finds herself alone for the first time, navigating the world without the help of either her father or her boyfriend, the two figures from whom she’s learned the art of the scam. When she discovers that a lottery ticket she bought on a whim is worth millions, her elation is tempered by one big problem: cashing in the winning ticket means she’ll be arrested for her crimes. She’ll go to prison with no chance to redeem her fortune. As Lucky tries to avoid capture and make a future for herself, she must confront her past by reconciling with her father; finding her mother, who abandoned her when she was just a baby; and coming to terms with the man she thought she loved - whose dark past is catching up with her, too.

My Thoughts: I wasn’t sure how this book was going to go, but I’m pleased to report I absolutely loved it! For starters, the premise is unlike anything else I’ve read and the entire experience was a wild ride. It was impossible for me not to like the main character, Lucky. The story bounces back and forth between her past - being raised by a con artist - and the present - where she’s on the run for embezzlement. At first, I assumed she’s going to be a morally gray character based on her current situation, but that quickly changed as I got to know her better. Though scamming people is basically what she’s best at, she constantly has an internal battle of knowing she can easily get some money from innocent people, but hating that she’s lying to them at the same time. The author also does an amazing job of making you question what side characters Lucky can really trust because most people who can help her have either hurt her in the past or you suspect have an ulterior motive. For being less than 250 pages, this book had me hooked from the start and I definitely recommend adding it to your list of books to read this year!

With You Forever by Chloe Liese

WITH YOU FOREVER by Chloe Liese

Rating: 4.5/5 stars

Summary: Axel - Rooney Sullivan is sunshine incarnate. Warm, bright, always smiling, she’s everything I’m not and the last person I have any business desiring. Desperate to hide a hopeless attraction, I’ve done everything possible to keep my distance… until a charades game gone wrong brought that to a grinding halt. Since then, steering clear of Rooney has been impossible. In a matter of months, she’s kissed me speechless, commandeered my art career, and infiltrated not only my dreams but my home. The woman who was once avoidable has become the last thing I needed: temptingly within reach. Rooney - Axel Bergman is a gorgeous grump who doesn’t have the time of day for me. Thankfully, I’ve kept my crush under wraps… Well, until I kissed him. Charades got away from me, okay? It was an accident! I haven’t seen him since, which is for the best. My life is a mess, and the last thing I need is to embarrass myself further with the man who avoids me like that’s his job rather than painting modern masterpieces. It seems the universe, however, has a different plan. When Axel and I unexpectedly find our paths - and problems - converging, a marriage of convenience proves the perfect solution. At least until I’m facing my most serious problem yet: a once-loveless marriage of convenience that’s inconveniently become a love match, after all.

My Thoughts: So the Bergman Brothers series has become somewhat of a guilty pleasure for me and I REALLY wanted to hold off on reading this book as like a little treat to myself. However, I was in a slump and needed to read something I knew would bring me out of it, so With You Forever, it was. I feel like we’ve gotten to know Rooney’s character better through the first three books than we have Axel, so I was excited to get to know the oldest Bergman boy. This grumpy-sunshine trope was beautifully done as we watched Rooney and Axel dance around each other as friendly temporary roommates of sorts until the emotional and sexual tension was too much to bare lol. There are plenty of laugh out loud scenes, fun low-key banter, heartwarming conversations, and swoony-worthy encounters throughout this story, and I was invested in every part of it. The only thing that was odd to me is how abruptly it ended. It just felt a little more rushed than the previous three books felt, and I think it could've faded out a little smoother. Other than that, I’m a big fan and cannot wait for the next Bergman Brothers book to come out! :)

To Love Jason Thorn by Ella Maise

TO LOVE JASON THORN by Ella Maise

Rating: 4.5/5 stars

Summary: Jason Thorn is my brother’s childhood friend and how stupidly in love with that boy I was. He was the first boy that made me blush, my first official crush. That excitement that bubbles up inside you, those famous butterflies - he was the reason for them all. But, you only get to live in that fairytale world until they crush your hopes and dreams then stomp on your heart for good measure. And boy did he crush my heart into little pieces. After that, I did my best to stay away from him - and let me tell you, it was pretty hard to do. When tragedy struck his family and they moved away, I was ready to forget he ever existed. Now he is a movie star, the one who has a dimpled smile and makes all of the women go into a screaming frenzy. Do you think that’s dreamy? I don’t think so. How about coming face to face with him? Nope, still not dreamy. Not when I can’t even manage to look him in the eye. Me? I’m Olive, the writer of the book that inspired the movie he’s about to star in on the big screen. As of late, I’m also referred to as the oh-so-very-lucky girl who is about to become the wife of Jason Thorn. Maybe you’re yet again thinking this is all so dreamy? Nope, nothing dreamy going on here. Not even close.

My Thoughts: I honestly wasn’t expecting to like this book as much as I did! It was recommended to me by my Kindle, so I figured I’d give it a try. The book’s format changes between Jason and Olive’s perspectives which I think was essential for building a connection with both of them. From the start, I was kind of assuming Jason is just a typical f-boy who has zero redeeming qualities because he thinks he’s the shit. However, as I got to know him better through his internal dialogue, he found his way into my heart. Olive was the ideal protagonist for this book. She was the perfect balance of head-strong, stubborn, clever, and sweet. I think it would’ve been annoying if she swooned for Jason right away, so I like that the author made him WORK FOR IT. Plus, after they did start falling for one another, you could feel the adoration and love radiating off the pages. I was obsessed with how unapologetically into each other they were. There are definitely some descriptive steamy scenes in this book (like there’s a disclaimer about them on Goodreads lol), so if that’s not your jam then you can probs pass on this one. Otherwise, this was a fun and spicy lil rom-com to cozy up with on a Saturday!

To Hate Adam Connor by Ella Maise

TO HATE ADAM CONNOR by Ella Maise

Rating: 4/5 stars

Summary: So you may ask, who is Adam Connor? He’s the recently divorced, Academy Award-winning actor who just moved in next door with his kid. He also happens to be an exquisite male specimen and the most infuriating sly bastard I’ve ever come across. Let’s be honest here, wouldn’t you wanna take a peek over the wall to catch a glimpse of him? Wouldn’t you melt away after watching him workout as his 5-year-old kid cheered him on? While I was being thoughtful by not breaking and entering and was actually considering going over to offer him a shoulder to cry on (because of his divorce), instead he had me thrown in jail after a small incident. After that day, I was mentally plotting ways to strangle him instead of jumping his bones. Even if he and his son were the best things since sliced bread, I couldn’t fall for him. No matter what promises he whispered on my skin, my curse wouldn’t let us be. I wasn’t a damsel in distress - I could save myself, thank you very much - but deep inside, I still hoped Adam Connor would be the hero of my story.

My Thoughts: This book follows Lucy who is Olive’s best friend. We know from To Love Jason Thorn that Lucy is a sarcastic, sassy, strong woman, and v sexually driven lol. She’s also extremely protective of Olive and dedicated to their friendship. When her ex-boyfriend breaks up with her and moves across the country, Lucy moves in with Olive and Jason in their Bel Air mansion. Adam Connor moves next door and after an unfortunate incident, Lucy ends up becoming somewhat of a nanny for his son, Aiden (the cutest little kid, my gosh). I absolutely SWOONED over this rom-com. It was everything you could want from an enemies-to-lovers trope, and I loved that the author allowed each character to stay true to who they were even as their love-hate relationship progressed. The banter alone is worth the read. My only issue is there were some subplots sprinkled throughout the book that were supposed to lead up to a revelation at the end, but I felt like they weren’t as strong as they should’ve been. Also, just a friendly warning, this book has a disclaimer on Goodreads about the steamy scenes, and there’s also a couple of scenes that could be triggering to some people. So, please keep that in mind if you decide to pick it up. All in all though, I loved Lucy and Adam’s story and read this book in one evening lol. 


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2022 Book Count: 15

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